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Ages 20-29 / 24 y.o./ 3 years in, little to no progress
« on: October 11, 2017, 10:10:03 AM »
Hi,
its been exactly 3 years since i learned about my problem from this very website to which im grateful for its existence. In several sections below I will explain my situation and how i got nowhere near recovery although i followed all the rules for such a long period.

Before PIED: Had successful sex for more than 3 years (age 18-21) all the time. Short refractory period, long lasting and hard erections. No problem whatsoever in getting erections. In average 3 days a week, 2-3 times on the day.

Age 21: About 8 months of PMO, no intercourse in that period. Sometimes twice per day, in average once daily. Nothing hardcore, no gay/lesbian etc. But i did notice that in time the porn that used to turn me on stopped and i was searching for another ones. Novelty.

Age 22:  I met a beautiful girl im still with (im now 24), much more beautiful than those in the past, i had problems getting and keeping it up. I googled a lot, and found this site. Since then i have not M nor watched any kind of P, nor did i miss it. Of course, when i found out i have a problem, i went to have my blood checked, got checked by urologist, endocrinologist and several other docs. Results came back great, not one of them found anything wrong. Nor did i expect them to since i had read most of the articles here before i got checked. 

Age 22- age 24(now):
So as I said, i had never M-ed since then nor watched any kind of P. In addition, i had a lot of cold showers ( i mean a lot) eating nutty food, did some meditation for a couple of months and i improved my fitness. I dont smoke, nor do i drink, im pretty fit and play sports 3-4 times a week at least. I had 2 hard modes - no PMO of at least 100 days each, and several (3-4) streaks of no PMO of 30-35 days. Other O-s in between have all been with my gf.  I have talked to her about the problem, she said she didnt notice any problem and that thinks everything is normal. But its not and its obvious its not. During the hard modes i had about 7-8 wet dreams. And only 1-2 days in this 3 year period i have had a MW. I rembember in the past i had it everyday. I begin to think that the problem has become much more a post PIED anxiety problem than anything else, and starting to lose hope about getting cured at all. I have tried and still practice relaxation techniques to reduce the anxiety. Nowadays we have intercourse 1-2 times a week, and its not much different since the beginning of my PIED. It only gets better when we have it several days in a row. But as soon as the streak stops, it gets back to 'normal'.
I desperately need an advice.. Suicidal thoughts, depression are constantly present. My memory has also declined drastically.
Tnx in advance

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Hi all,

I am definitely wondering if sth will ever change to the good. Here's my story:
Its been 2 years since i last watched Porn or Masturbated. I can say no progress at all so far.

History:
 - Age 17-21 constant intercourse 3-4 days a week, 2-3 times those days with short refractory periods, hard and lasting erections long sex sessions.
 - After age 21, no intercourse for 7-8 months, with 1-2 times daily PMO. No escalations, normal P, a lot of novelty though.
 - After those 8 months, gorgeous girl cant get and keep it up. Googled the problem and find out it fits perfectly for me.
 - Checked by several urologists cardiologists and other docs, cant find a thing. Say Im perfectly healthy.

Up to now:
- Been 2 years since I started my reboot. I've had several 1 month HARD mode streaks, and one 100 day streak of no PMO at all. I've had a lot of intercourse in those 2 years but not much improvement than before the start of the reboot. I only feel some minor progress if i have intercourse 4-5 days in succession (example every day sex in succession will slightly improve the erection quality..).
- Started exercising a lot (im fit), non-smoker, non-drinker and eating healthy. I've also had a lot of cold showers in this 2 years and ate a lot of nutty food.
- The only change i've noticed is having more vivid dreams, which wasnt the case before the start of my reboot. I've had about 10 wet dreams.
- The past month, i'm in a total flatline, no wet dreams at all, no morning wood at all (during my 2 year reboot, there would be days with some Morning wood)
- Luckily im with the same gf, talked to her about it, she sees no probs at all. (ofc thats what she would say)
- A lot of cuddling, rewiring, and some meditation.
- The only O in the past 2 years were from intercourse. I have never looked at P and i dont think I miss it.

Questions:
- Why isnt there any improvement, what else should i do?
- Can this PIED effect male fertility?

Starting to lose hope now..
Will update here any changes if they ever occur.
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Greetings all,  (i must have put this article in the wrong section previously, i apologize for that)

I am definitely wondering if sth will ever change to the good. Here's my story:
Its been 2 years since i last watched Porn or Masturbated. I can say no progress at all so far.

History:
 - Age 17-21 constant intercourse 3-4 days a week, 2-3 times those days with short refractory periods, hard and lasting erections long sex sessions.
 - After age 21, no intercourse for 7-8 months, with 1-2 times daily PMO. No escalations, normal P, a lot of novelty though.
 - After those 8 months, gorgeous girl cant get and keep it up. Googled the problem and find out it fits perfectly for me.
 - Checked by several urologists cardiologists and other docs, cant find a thing. Say Im perfectly healthy.

Up to now:
- Been 2 years since I started my reboot. I've had several 1 month HARD mode streaks (im in such now), and one 100 day streak of no PMO at all. I've had a lot of intercourse in those 2 years but not much improvement than before the start of the reboot. I only feel some minor progress if i have intercourse 4-5 days in succession (every day..).
- Started exercising a lot (im fit), non-smoker, non-drinker and eating healthy. I've also had a lot of cold showers in this 2 years and ate a lot of nutty food.
- The only change i've noticed is having more vivid dreams, which wasnt the case before the start of my reboot. I've had about 10 wet dreams.
- The past month, i'm in a total flatline, no wet dreams at all, no morning wood at all (during my 2 year reboot, there would be days with some Morning wood)
- Luckily im with the same gf, talked to her about it, she sees no probs at all. (ofc thats what she would say)
- A lot of cuddling, rewiring, and some meditation.
- The only O in the past 2 years were from intercourse. I have never looked at P and i dont think I miss it.

Questions:
- Why isnt there any improvement, what else should i do?
- Can this PIED effect male fertility?

Starting to lose hope now..

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Ages 20-29 / Losing Hope here.. a year and a half in this
« on: March 22, 2016, 06:38:20 PM »
I have been rebooting for more than one and a half year now and I can say that results are not really as I expected them to be at the start of my reboot.
My past: Successful sessions, short refractory periods, and constant sex with a partner for 3 years (~4 times a week). Then, 8 month no sex, internet porn, masturbating daily led me to this situation. Porn was no gay,transectual or sth, ordinary porn.

Recovery: For the past 1.5 years Im with the same girl. I havent watched porn not even once, nor masturbated, although I have had intercourse (slightest improvement from before reboot) and bj orgasms but not often (maybe 1 per week). I have had several 1-month streaks hard mode with no orgasms at all, and one 105days long hard mode as well during my reboot. The only time my erection improves is if i have orgasms with a week erection today, the following days it will be much better but that lasts only as long as I keep having orgasms. As soon as I stop, and 2-3 days pass without an orgasm, the ED comes back..
How much I was dedicated to my recovery shows the fact that I have cold showers really often (almost everyday before sleep) and eat nutty foot a lot (almonds, peanuts, brazilian, indian etc). I am very active when it comes to sport, and I workout everyday (at home). I dont drink, nor do I smoke, 23 years old. As i said, it only is slightly better when for example we go on a vacation for 12 days, and the first 2 days it sucks, and later the other 10 is ok. I really have no more hope for this reboot ..
I really need some advice..

Also got checked by several urologists and cardiologists and told them about the problem as well as checked my blood thoroughly no abnormalities whatsoever.

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Hi guys,

It's been a year now since I last watched Porn or masturbated. Still, my erection is not as it should be, not as it used to be, due to the 8 months period before when I used to masturbate every day (1-2 times). Before that I had a great sex life with short refractory periods and multiple solid erections whenever I wanted. I often have cold showers and eat nutty food.

Nevermind, the thing is, I did have sex during this last year of rebooting (probably it slows my progress) but in that period of 1 year, I had a 2 month hard mode, and shortly after a 3 month one. I am with the same GF this whole time. In order to perform sexually and to get solid erections, it takes me 3-4 ejaculations (via bj) after every abstention of it. For example we were on a summer holiday together, and the first 2 days it sucks as usual but after a couple of orgasms I was able to perform for the rest of the holiday 3-4 times a day really good. A week passes and again, i need to have 2-3 orgasms before good erections come. Several days after the last orgasm I notice that it's hard to control my pee but that doesnt last long. It's like Im able to have good erections if I have intercourse everyday. During those days morning wood is usually back. Im worried if I continue having 2-3 orgasms in 2 days in order to have sex after that my mind may become used to it?
Anyone with a similar experience? 

irvin

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Success Stories / 93 days no PMO report
« on: June 11, 2015, 04:49:51 PM »
I'll try to keep this post as short as possible.
Had a great sex life for more than 3 years, no sex for 8 months, masturbating 1-2 times per day for that 8 months, then couldnt get it up with a hot girl. I'm perfectly fit, dont smoke dont drink, and got checked by number of urologists and they all say it's fuckin* depression, which is not.
Although it's been more than 8 months since I last masturbated or watched porn, for the past 93 days I was hard mode. In the period in between I would have some sex or bj with my gf but the erection quality was mostly poor. Today I O'd for the first time after 93 days with bj. 15 Minutes after the orgasm I was getting a solid erection which was just as it used to be in the past before my ED. I didnt want to orgasm again though, as I thought 2 orgasms after 93days of abstinence may be too much? 5-6 Hours passed, I met the same girl again this night I got only a mild erection with semen leakage (Honestly I was expecting more :( )
For the past 3 months I've been exercising every day, having extremely cold showers afterwards, and eating nutty food rich in vitamin E (I'm not exaggerating).
I get morning wood sometimes, not very hard though, but before my reboot there was none.
All I can say is that there is light at the end of the tunnel, but it's a god damn long tunnel. DONT QUIT.
I wonder how will today's orgasm affect my progress..

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Ages 20-29 / Rebooting has to do the trick eventually..
« on: January 01, 2015, 12:06:48 PM »
Hi everybody, this is not my first journal, it's my second one, but this one will be more detailed and I believe will help others find mutual symptoms much easier.

Statistics:

-21 y/o
- Have always been healthy, played football for more than 10 years. Non-smoker, no alcohol at all. 
- Sexual experience: Perfect sex life from 17-19 years of age, 3 times a week, short refractory period could do it 3-4 times a day with a rock solid erection which I never failed at maintaining it.
- 9 months of sex drought, and masturbating every day (once in most days, some twice, rarely 3 times) i could not maintain an erection with an extremely hot girl which is still my girlfriend. Porn didnt escalate into extreme genres, I noticed something was wrong when the porn without my fetish (facial) was no longer an option for masturbating.

Reboot:

-Started 10.15.2014 (m,d,y), 35 days hard mode, then once per week orgasm or two only bj.
-Havent m/o at all, no cravings for porn, not even a peek at it. I feel the overmasturbation did the damage rather than porn.
-Started dreaming every time I sleep (no wet dreams yet), before the reboot it was 2-3 dreams per month.
-Morning wood was lost for more than 8-9 months for sure, it came back, but after every orgasm the following 3-4 days is gone.
-After a lot of rewiring erections now occur more often while cuddling, and are stronger but still dont last as they used to.

To rule out other causes for my ED, I was thoroughly examined by a cardiologist and an urologist (which was pretty much expensive) and I did a blood tests for Testosterone and other hormones, and everything was absolutely normal, so the docs who obviously dont recognize PIED as a disease say im perfectly healthy and the problem is psychological due to depression (yeah right -.-).

Progress so far:
-Semen leakage which was in abundance before the reboot, is now gone (or at least drastically decreased)
-I get erections easier without having to force the issue

Hopefully very soon I will be over this. Patience is the name of the game. I told my gf about my ed, she is very supportive but says she doesnt see a problem (of course she says that cause she loves me as much as I love her.)

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After having my blood checked, the testosterone was 11,5 nmol/L  which is close to the low limit, but my prolactin was  22,5 ng/ml  which is out of the ordinary and the docs arranged further hormone tests for tomorrow.

Im worried if this is the main cause for my ed and if it is, is it easily treatable?
Tnx in advance guys, this site has been much of a help.

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Porn Addiction / Extreme nausea and vomiting after orgasms
« on: November 25, 2014, 06:15:15 PM »
I dont know in which section should I write this post, I apologize if it's in the wrong one.

After 35 days of hard mode reboot, no orgasm at all, I ejaculated after a bj. I instantly felt a funny feeling in my stomach but I didnt brag much about it.
Then at day 41, I had two orgasms (the second one 30 mins after the first) again after bj and the stomach pain exaggerated to throwing up 3 times after that and I have nausea the whole day.

Anyone else has had a similar experience? I'm worried as this can not be coincidence.

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History:
1. Great sex life 16-19 age of life, short refractory period, no problems with erections at all. (frequency: 3 times per week, multiple times)

2. 9 months of drought, no sex at all, masturbating too often, 1-3 times a day, approximately 60%PMO 40%MO.

3. Couldnt maintain an erection with a very attractive girl Im now with. Checked by 2 docs, both said it's psychological probably due to stress or depression (which I know is bullsh**)

Reboot:
1. It's day 29 of it, hard mode, no O at all. No cravings for porn.
2. Spending time with gf, cuddling kissing, avoiding orgasm.
3. Flatlines last 3-4 days, then while cuddling I will get an erection, lose it quickly end get semen leakage in the end. The following days I will get morning wood (sth I hadnt got since forever before the reboot), and then flatline again for 3-4 days.

I read everywhere that flatline lasts 30-60 days at least and that spending time with a gf only speeds up the process of rewiring. Is this inconsistency of the flatline a good or a bad sign? I know that progress is not linear and the next day doesnt have to be better than the previous one, but It just sucks not to see any progress.
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Hi all,

I'm 21 and in day 29 of my reboot, no O at all, just cuddling and spending time with my girlfriend to help the natural process of rewiring. I had a great sex life for 3 years, and after a 8 month drought, and overly masturbating (1-3 times a day) I couldnt get a proper erection with a girl I find much more attractive.

So far, my morning wood is back occasionally, not every day, and I start to get natural and not forced erections when with my girlfriend but they dont last long.

I read that herbal supplements such as Ashwagandha have IMMENSE effect on those struggling with ED caused by PMO. They are easily found and have no side effects (or so they say.)

What's your view upon this?
Irvin

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