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Been off porn for like 2-3 yrs.I managed to get strong erections back after 3 to 4 months.A year later I got married,had successful sex.A few years later,still had sex.My wife gets pregnant,ends up getting morning sickness,so doesn’t want to have sex.I end up looking at sex position gifs a few weeks ago,but without masterbation.This morning me and my wife tried to have sex.I was hard at the beginning,but once I was in I got soft,fuck! I pulled out and tried again and I couldn’t get hard.
I had to explain to my wife about my past porn addiction right then and there,and broke it down to her.Previously yeas ago I told her but briefly.I then proceeded to smack my head in frustration.
I guess I fucked up by looking at some sex gifs and that somehow messed with my reward circuits and dopamine somehow.I am afraid I won’t be able to get it up in 11 days,thats how many days I have left to go back to Canada.My wife lives in another country.
Looks like I fucked up and feel horrible about it.
This is a wake up call to me or anyone how bad porn addiction is and to take it seriously.Even looking at girls on Facebook or insta can mess up your progress.
Guys don’t fuck around with this,it’s real and I’m finding out the hard way,even after a 2 year streak.
Fuck!!

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Been off porn for like 2-3 yrs.I managed to get strong erections back after 3 to 4 months.A year later I got married,had successful sex.A few years later,still had sex.My wife gets pregnant,ends up getting morning sickness,so doesn’t want to have sex.I end up looking at sex position gifs a few weeks ago,but without masterbation.This morning me and my wife tried to have sex.I was hard at the beginning,but once I was in I got soft,fuck! I pulled out and tried again and I couldn’t get hard.
I had to explain to my wife about my past porn addiction right then and there,and broke it down to her.Previously yeas ago I told her but briefly.I then proceeded to smack my head in frustration.
I guess I fucked up by looking at some sex gifs and that somehow messed with my reward circuits and dopamine somehow.I am afraid I won’t be able to get it up in 11 days,thats how many days I have left to go back to Canada.My wife lives in another country.
Looks like I fucked up and feel horrible about it.
This is a wake up call to me or anyone how bad porn addiction is and to take it seriously.Even looking at girls on Facebook or insta can mess up your progress.
Guys don’t fuck around with this,it’s real and I’m finding out the hard way,even after a 2 year streak.
Fuck!!

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Porn Addiction / Is this considered a relapse???
« on: June 21, 2019, 10:24:48 AM »
Hi everyone I want to keep this as brief as possible. I found out about nofap and your brain on porn a few years ago after searching online as to why I was having a ED,and of course I later found it was due to the porn I would watch in my late teens and my twenties.Anyways I went on a reboot,relapsed a few times,but then managed to go without PMO for a few months.I did have a flat line,but then I slowly started getting my mojo back.Just standing near a good looking girl would get me horny asf.Anyways I managed to go about 2 yrs without looking at porn,but I would still wack off once every 2 weeks as maintenance,sometimes thinking about a chick,but the good thing was I left the porn behind.I eventually got married in 2017 in another country and the sex was okay,it seemed I cured my ED.I had a limp dick here and there,but nothing as bad as it used to be.Anyway to cut a long story short,my wife just told me she’s pregnant and I was happy am happy about it,but the only bad thing is she is not in the mood for sex due to morning sickness,so I whacked myself off one night to relieve myself,I kind of felt bad about it,but then the next day I forgot about it.
The next day I was alone in my room and felt kind of horny,I decided to look up
Sex position gifs on google images or sex gifs,girl on top gifs and missionary sex gifs.I did this for a few days for like a few minutes at a time without walking off to the images.
The images were basically gifs of repeated sex movements from porn clips,some were animations like 3D sex positions.I later whacked off but not thinking about the images,just to my imaginations.
I later came to and felt bad about it.The question is did I relapse? Will this affect my reboot and what I accomplished in the last 2 years??? I’m kind of worried and paranoid now about it now and been thinking about it the last 2 days.Also the images I saw were not as hardcore as the porn I used to watch,and it was also just gifs.I haven’t seen a full blown porn video with moans and sounds in like 2 years,so I don’t know what kind of damage sex gifs can do.
Please give me some insight guys,I hope I didn’t ruin my streak with that stupid decision I made of looking at sex gifs.Is this considered a relapse or just a small set back?
I also don’t want this to affect my sex life with my wife,I can’t afford to go back to looking at porn or any of that garbage.I refuse to go back.I made a small mistake these few days,but I repented and acknowledged my error.
Thoughts???

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Ages 30-39 / Did I just relapse?
« on: June 20, 2019, 07:28:59 PM »
Hi everyone I want to keep this as brief as possible. I found out about nofap and your brain on porn a few years ago after searching online as to why I was having a ED,and of course I later found it was due to the porn I would watch in my late teens and my twenties.Anyways I went on a reboot,relapsed a few times,but then managed to go without PMO for a few months.I did have a flat line,but then I slowly started getting my mojo back.Just standing near a good looking girl would get me horny asf.Anyways I managed to go about 2 yrs without looking at porn,but I would still wack off once every 2 weeks as maintenance,sometimes thinking about a chick,but the good thing was I left the porn behind.I eventually got married in 2017 in another country and the sex was okay,it seemed I cured my ED.I had a limp dick here and there,but nothing as bad as it used to be.Anyway to cut a long story short,my wife just told me she’s pregnant and I was happy am happy about it,but the only bad thing is she is not in the mood for sex due to morning sickness,so I whacked myself off one night to relieve myself,I kind of felt bad about it,but then the next day I forgot about it.
The next day I was alone in my room and felt kind of horny,I decided to look up
Sex position gifs on google images or sex gifs,girl on top gifs and missionary sex gifs.I did this for a few days for like a few minutes at a time without walking off to the images.
The images were basically gifs of repeated sex movements from porn clips,some were animations like 3D sex positions.I later whacked off but not thinking about the images,just to my imaginations.
I later came to and felt bad about it.The question is did I relapse? Will this affect my reboot and what I accomplished in the last 2 years??? I’m kind of worried and paranoid now about it now and been thinking about it the last 2 days.Also the images I saw were not as hardcore as the porn I used to watch,and it was also just gifs.I haven’t seen a full blown porn video with moans and sounds in like 2 years,so I don’t know what kind of damage sex gifs can do.
Please give me some insight guys,I hope I didn’t ruin my streak with that stupid decision I made of looking at sex gifs.Is this considered a relapse or just a small set back?
I also don’t want this to affect my sex life with my wife,I can’t afford to go back to looking at porn or any of that garbage.I refuse to go back.I made a small mistake these few days,but I repented and acknowledged my error.
Thoughts???

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