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Ages 20-29 / SHEMALE PORN JUST WON'T LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
« on: August 19, 2018, 04:42:08 AM »
TRIGGER ALERT
If you're easily triggered please leave this post before you do something stupid.
I have a problem that just won't go away. Its been a month plus in, i feel no urge whatsoever to watch chics getting torn apart on screen, or the interrracial shit i was so into or big tits or whatever but the shemale addiction is giving me crazy moments.
In real life am straight as an arrow, i get attracted to chics and i hate the very idea of getting fucked Up my ass or suck dick. Am now waking up at 2am thinking nothing but trans Dick. Big dong males with fake tits. I hate myself for it. I fucking hate trannies and most of all i hate porn sites.
Has anyone else experienced this? Its really bringing me down. I mean, how comes i quit everything but this one fetish? Sucks.

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Ages 20-29 / Coochy problem fellas, please help
« on: August 06, 2018, 07:08:41 PM »
Most of you already know me so i wont introduce myself. Fellas, i have a huge problem. Some chic insisted on coming over to my place on Wednesday coz she knows i won't be working and am scared shitless. I know she likes me lots and she wants to prove that she loves me by fucking me.
am still early in my reboot and an attempt at this time might be a bad idea.
Guys please advice

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The main reason we go through all this crap and high seas is to improve the image we have painted for so long, pick up the brush and paint a better version of ourselves. Show ourselves and the world, God and the Saints that mistakes are temporary. That no matter how hard we get hit, we can get up and fight back.
Fucking pointless if all you'll get out of this journey is a rock hard penis and nothing more to show for it.
It is therefore with this in mind that i have decided to abandon my other journal and start afresh.
I spent the other night drunk off my as and stoned retarded, smoked endless cigarettes and today I've done nothing other than sleep and cough my lungs out. Am one stupid son of a bitch when it comes to drugs and alcohol.
Tough shit.
So am starting this journey NO PMO, NO ALCOHOL NO SMOKING WEED/ TOBACCO AND NO SHITTING MYSELF.
i slip on any of the above and its back to day 1.
here goes it all

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Porn Addiction / Any recovering alcoholic??
« on: June 18, 2018, 02:50:22 AM »
I just came off a drinking session last night and it made me jerk off four times to porn after going 2weeks free.
I feel devastated.
The only other time i relapsed to pmo was when i was drunk and high and i just can't stop.
Like without alcohol, i don't even consider jerking off but if aM drunk, then its game over.
i need someone fighting alcohol addiction to give support.

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Porn Addiction / SCARED SHITLESS
« on: June 15, 2018, 09:10:30 AM »
Wow.
I decided to take a nap after working 24hrs and currently it seems that that might have been a bad idea.
I had one dream that i can't shake Off. Am still scared shitless, tense and somehow still stuck in the dream despite being awake.
what is happening? Is it my brain rewiring or sth?

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Ages 20-29 / Am Done.
« on: June 03, 2018, 02:18:10 AM »
I just cant take this anymore. Porn has completely destroyed my life. I have been pmoing to hardcore stuff For 6 years now. The results are nothing short of mindscrewing. Erectile dysfunction, constant paranoia attacks, alcohol and drugs, depression, broken relationships, varsity droupout.. name it and i have it.
This time round my name WILL BE ON THE SUCCESS FORUM.
this journal will contain 100 posts over a span of 100 days.

DAY 1:
this is my first day Pornfree. my mind is unclear, am a bit suicidal and i feel like crap. But i know it will pass

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