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Ages 20-29 / Re: A Decision - NEVER PMO EVER again in life!(I'm 22+)
« on: January 26, 2016, 04:35:04 PM »
Goog Luck!! Be strong!!

Ages 20-29 / Re: Per aspera ad astra
« on: January 23, 2016, 06:45:18 PM »
I fell. Reset counter and go forvard.

Man when you feel an urge to fap do exercises. Exercise very hard. Dont give up. Sometimes you loss the beattle but you can win that war just dont give up.
God be with you.

Ages 20-29 / Re: ...And So It Begins....
« on: January 20, 2016, 04:53:57 PM »
Keep going bro!

Ages 20-29 / Re: Per aspera ad astra
« on: January 20, 2016, 04:49:47 PM »
day 8

I'm ill. I can't go to work. I stay at home about one week. But I'm not affraid of relapse. I'm still busy. I spend time on my hobby witch are drones or I sleep. I have books to read.

Stay strong siters and brothers. Each day brings us closer to our goals. My goal is to find happy love and have good life. Nofap is good foundation for that.

God be with you.

Ages 20-29 / Re: 180 days towards Happiness
« on: January 17, 2016, 08:11:40 AM »
You don't start from the begining. Stand up and go forward.

Ages 20-29 / Re: Per aspera ad astra
« on: January 14, 2016, 04:24:15 PM »
Second day.
I felt a little bit vexed, but it's acceptable.

I forgot to tell my story.

I first time masturbate wen I was 13 or 14 yo after porn I've watched with my older cousin and his friends.
Since that time I use to masturbate at least one or two times per week. But frequency was still growing and when I was 19 I use to masturbate almost everyday, often several times a day. Still not watching porn. Sometimes masturbate to TV shows ect. Then I leave my family house when I was 20, and then I started watching porn and masturbate. I met I my first gf and when we trying to have sex at  first time I lost my erection before penetration. I didn't know what's going on. But we try once again and again and finally we have sex. But our sex life wasn't good. We break after few months. And I go to more porn... After 3 years i met my second gf. I love her very much. She was very very beutyfull, and has beutyfull soul. Oh, I loved her so much. But I was still fapping. I've tried to throw my addiction away, but I can,t. Our relationship began to deteriorate, and I decided to tell her the truth. I thout that can save our relationship and me. That was very difficult and risky to my, be couse like I said I really loved her. I nerver saw so shocked person before. She  fear of share future with me.  And she's gone. That was very hard time to me. I suffer a lot for long time.  But at the some time that was the most motivating thing in my life to overcome my addiction. I forgot to tell you that I prayed with passion like never before, before I told her and I think it was meant to be. Since that time I had a lot of 1 up to 2  month streaks.
I want to throw it away forever. Never to fap again its so disgusting.

Ages 20-29 / Per aspera ad astra
« on: January 12, 2016, 03:37:27 PM »
I'm new here. I'm from Europe. I'm trying to overcome porn addiction for nearly 2 years. In that time I had periods without PMO lasting from 1 week to more than 2 months. Evrything started from failed relationship. I had almost all sympthoms porn addict. Low libido, ED, low selfesteem, brain fog, focus problems and many others. I was always ill (flu ect., fever). I told about my problem my ex gf and that was too much and she left my. I told my best buddy but I think hi understimate my problem. But he only sad 'I know you and I'm sure that you will manage it.' I told my parents too. But absolutly anybody didn't ask my about my problem ' hey man, how's it going'.
I hope I'll find support in you guys.
I'm 27 yo male.

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