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Ages 40 and up / Re: 57 yo addict
« on: November 10, 2015, 11:08:56 AM »
Hi everyone well I am back to 5 days w/o pmo. Before my relapse i was up to 3 weeks. Reading all the different stories on here has helped a lot. Great encouragement thx to you all. I too am waking with rock hard boners and maybe since I've quit the pmo that's a good sign.
 I know it takes time and do feel terrible when I stray a little. I.e Craigslist and Backpage. I know in an earlier post I stated my wife was going through menopause. That's why I was on the sites. I would go on there to hook up with women and to be honest in the beginning had great sex with them. But after being with the same women I would go back to having ed.
 I do know the porn is screwing me up and am determined to kick the habit. I really am determined this time to shake this monkey off my back and get on with my life. Hopefully soon my wife will get over her issue and we can enjoy having sex again. I don't want to ruin my marriage but, between the cheating, not having sex and the porno I am doomed. Thx for all your support and I will keep reading your posts.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 57 yo addict
« on: November 09, 2015, 12:04:50 AM »
I appreciate all the feedback. Maybe my wife after awhile will be able to understand if I go in the direction I should and she sees things in my sexual performance changes. Not really sure but I do feel good talking about it and having all of your support.
 I am going to forego telling her for the time being and am taking it day by day. I guess like others a couple of weeks without porn and onto the hard 90 days will be my goal. Thx again for the support and I look forward to hearing from more of you.

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Ages 40 and up / 57 yo addict
« on: November 07, 2015, 02:51:26 PM »
Hey everybody,
 Well I have been trying through Will power to give up my porn addiction and was doing well for about three weeks. Then I started looking at CL and Backpage and couldn't take it anymore and had a relapse. I read before starting that sheer will power will not work, so here I am looking for some support from others.
 After relapsing I felt absolutely terrible. Depressed and feeling beaten ( no pun intended) anyway feeling like I did only made me more resolved to be successful at giving up porn.
 Being as old as I am and using porn for many years has gotten me to a point in my sex life where I can no longer sustain or get an intimate erection in addition to the ed. My wife god bless her is going thru menopause and says it's her. I can not tell her about myself because she would not understand and already have had arguments about my possible porn use.
  I really want to kick this habit and get back to normal sex with my wife. If and when she will be ready after her issue.
  I have a great job, and work very hard. I do spend lots of time there but do so to avoid putting myself in a compromising situation with possibly being home alone and wanting to fap.
 I am going to stop here because I feel it's just running on and could probably go on for quite awhile. I know others on here have issues like mine that's why I'm here for all your support and maybe one day I could help some other person. Thx for reading this and I look forward to hearing from you.

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