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                                                               12/02/2011
Hey you read this! Today marks 33 with no PMO which I feel good about, I tried doing this month by month in challenges, I did the November challenge and was successful. The 6th of November I turned 19 but before than I told my self there is no way I'm going to be the 19 year old virgin that M and watch P. So I decided to try the November challenge which wasn't perfect but was free of PMO, I actually exchange a few nudes with a 28 year old woman.

I have tried on many times to go on forever with PM, but "failed" since I started PMO about age 13 and what ever year that was, this year 2014 has been the best in terms of no PMO. I believe that I am PIED and I have told 3 persons, no family members. I just want to say there is going to be a time in your life you are going to have to say I cannot continue this way, if you continue it's like you are planning to live for your self. One thing I pay close attention to what if I am in a relationship and she needs sex and I can't get it up, then I am going to be the guy who gets "fucked on". That will not help you to grow and move on from PMO. What are you waiting on start now and continue. 33 days and going strong I hope to continue with the help of God.

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Teens / Re: 19 yr old guy needing a little reassurance
« on: August 29, 2014, 07:11:37 AM »
I went 89 without P and M, the worst mistake you can make is gong far then turn back. I feel the same way sometimes current the is just day 2 for me August 29,2014. So just continue man I regret starting over continue. Do well in school. Stay Focused 

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Teens / Ending 5 years of PMO
« on: April 29, 2014, 07:10:33 PM »
I'm 18 years old, Jamaican, skinny, light skin and tall and some girls say I'm handsome. I'm currently Single. I try to have sex but I fail. She say I have a big penis.  :). Today April 29,2014. Is 41 days since no porn, masturbation and orgasm. . I started to watch porn in grade 7, the first day I orgasm it felt so good and things continue for 4 or 5 years. I am still a virgin . I really hate this ED. I want to look at ladies and get a erection, talk to them and get a erection, look at them and even hug them. . I am hope that I can get over this. I began running( physical exercise) to get a bit of fitness. I hope by 60 days to have a big improvement. I suffer from social anxiety. I sweat like hell when I get 'nervous' or something trigger it off. I have no fare to have sex. No performance anxiety. 

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Day 42. How I got started. I started on a magazine I found in my house, not sure what age I was. Then I continued with some yahoo images. I never fap during that time. The first day I O. I was watching P while my Mother and Father in  the kitchen. I got up from the living room and when to the bathroom, close the door start to M and the I O. It was one of the best feeling in life. Everything started then. I always M to P and girls, teachers and any other women I found interested. The way I used to M was just rubbing my penis in my pants and it was filled with thick teenage cum. Then I moved up to the toilet seat, dry as the desert. I shed skin it was painful at times but I enjoy the O. I then move to the shower with soap or shampoo. 'Those were the days' to be honest I enjoyed it but, it has ruin my life. More on my next post. Want to keep it short   
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FLAT LINE - Today May 01,2014. I am now experiencing flatlining. Its really shameful for a 18 year old. I feel nothing trust me this is really bad. Anyone read this please quit PMO. Porn is nothing just me. Even though I'm a virgin (only because of PIED). Porn has made me do some crazy things. Flat line is the worst part, because you already know you have PIED. Many guys this age are busy with the real thing. It is made for everyone. 

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I have relapsed, I watch porn on June 8, 2014, and I also masturbated without the use of porn. I feel bad about it, My EQ has drop (relationship problems) My Sperm quality is much better. I want to see a doctor though, my parents are unaware of this all. My best friend/ girl friend has said some bad shit about it. Help someone please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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