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Ages 30-39 / Re: Any one else in my boat?
« on: March 24, 2015, 10:47:30 PM »
Thanks for the advice,  I will be re watching the video.  I've been trying hard to quit now for about a month. I will figure out away to get this monkey off my back. I know Im better than this and know it has been holding me back in so many different ways.  Im really glad there are people out that care, to take the time to write back and give a total strange a kind and helping word.  I will continue to come back and keep this post updated on my journey to a better me.
Thanks

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Ages 30-39 / Any one else in my boat?
« on: March 24, 2015, 02:20:37 AM »
So I've tried stopping many times now and keep failing. Just to give you a little info about me Im 30, starting looking at porn at 13, then quickly progressed to internet porn as it got better with age.  I been looking at porn almost everyday since I was 16.  Recently I have using brain buddy, reading, watching everything on online but still am turning to the dark-side.  I have had many episodes with ed and it still hasn't changed my mind. This is the worst part especially with new girls. I want to stop and have put together a a couple streaks of 14 to 10 days but then I fail again. I know this is holding me back on so many different levels.  Im asking has anyone recovered from watching this much porn and how long has it taken.  Hit bottom cant keeping doing the something over and over expecting different results. 

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