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Ages 20-29 / Better yourself
« on: May 12, 2015, 01:22:30 AM »
So from my last log I had gone the weekend perfectly fine spending time with the family.
But the true test is once I leave the house, away from the kids and my wife. I started my morning at 530, woke up grabbed my stuff for work and was out the door And in the gym by 630.
Started a new workout.
Chest and Back I won't get into the list of what I did but it's lengthy in all 9 workouts consisting of 10/10 and a 3/Failure so I'm feeling good. Was in the office by 830 and started going over my course to make sure all is in line for the upcoming month. Following that I was out running my Practical Application station with students so I was busy all day which is how I like it. (It's hard for me to sit still)
I'm feeling much more confident about this go around which in all makes my will power much stronger. I feel that you need to in vision what you want and believe that change is possible in order to over come an obsticle as large as what we are facing  Stay positive.

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Ages 20-29 / first log
« on: May 09, 2015, 01:53:45 AM »
My second attempt.
  It wasn't until a few months ago that I had found and admitted that I have a true problem. My first I set the bar high for a stretch of 90 day with no P. Or PS. I made it to about 50 days and relapsed.....
so here I am again I have a goal in place that I can achieve to gain a foothold on this and will take it 30 days at a time.
My long term goal is a life with out porn, I don't use everyday I'll go a few days at a time a week between and use put it effects my marriage. It's embarrassing to know that you have and issue such as this.
My way of self treatment will be becoming more focused on my health, I am extremely active average 2 hours in the gym 5 days a week but I want to take myself up to a hole new level.
So far mentally I have yet to have any hurdles to get over nor physical needs.

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Ages 20-29 / first log
« on: May 03, 2015, 04:43:29 PM »
First log, I've been struggling with porn addition for I'd say 9-10 years un aware of it and started in high school. It wasn't until recently that I started to make a true effort to break from this. My wife of going on 5 years has had enough and I have tried countless time to quit. I would be good for a few weeks at a time and then relapse, my most recent attempt started 3 months ago when I found this site. I was solid on no porn or porn substations for ALMOST 2 months and then relapsed :-\. Of course wife found out heart broken because I tried to hide it like I always do. Just reset my counter for 30 days and am going to Hit this hard again. My goal is a life of no porn or porn substations, starting 30 days at a time wish me luck!

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