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Ages 30-39 / Day 4
« on: December 10, 2014, 12:57:55 PM »
Its 5am, and I've just woken up.

I dont feel like going back to sleep either.

Usually I would be browsing through shit loads of porn right now, and i would justify it saying it will help me sleep.

No more. This is the old me!

Porn is damaging to my esteem and life!!

Keep strong!!!!

Ages 30-39 / Day 3
« on: December 09, 2014, 07:29:05 AM »
Well its day 3 now.

I got home from work tired and fed up and wanted to watch porn and sleep.

Instead I drank some Vodka and passed out.

Read this post here:

Which is a game changer for me.

I basically felt that I could do 90 days and a reboot would take place, but as stated in the article, its a dangerous way of looking at things.

My main issue is that I have withdrawn from life, and use porn as a tool to trick my brain in to thinking i havent.

I also experienced ED on one occasion which scared the shit out of me, and I want to reboot my brain with all the porn use.

Step by step. So far so good. No porn.

The femaile body is becoming more appealing too.

Ages 30-39 / Day 2
« on: December 06, 2014, 02:53:37 PM »
Its the morning of Day 2, so technically I suppose I should write this evening.

Yesterday was ok. Was doing my delivery job in the city looking at girls here and there, but the wierd thing is this non sexual-ness.
Felt like a wank to wake up. Its my usual routine, but pushed through.

Been thinking about futnari porn too. I just let the images flow, but dont react to them.

I found something too. If i feel like  wank, but hold off, I find its because i just need to pee. So after I do a piss, the feeling is gone.

See how we go today. Got  a busy day .. working 2 jobs 8am to 8pm..

Ages 30-39 / Re: I have very confidence that I can survive this.
« on: December 05, 2014, 04:25:09 PM »
Goodluck man!

YOu can do it,

Im starting a reboot today.

Going to watch "your brain on porn" every time I feel the need to wack off, that and/or do 40 burpees.

Ages 30-39 / Rebooting time!
« on: December 05, 2014, 04:23:39 PM »
Hi there,

I found this site by accident, (or maybe it was fate) and decided to start a reboot for 90 days.

A little bit of background to my story:

I grew up before high speed internet, so experienced the usual awkward boners and shit during school and girls always intimidated me. Had a couple of girlfriends after high school, and then became really religious. I was felt that sex before marriage is a huge sin towards God, and I stayed away from them.

The irony of that was, I went to porn instead. To me it was the lesser evil, but the idea of having sexual urges always scared me. Maybe it was my religious upbringing.

Anyway, fast forward a few years, and I started dating and sleeping with girls, still filled with massive guilt after the act of sex, but always wanted it.

Started seeing a woman on and off for about a year, and then circumstances happened and fast forward 2 more years and she died of cancer.

After this, I started drinking alot and using porn heavily and also visiting massage parlours. I felt wierd about the shit I was looking at, because its wierd, but after seeing the movie "your brain on porn" i realised i was not alone.

Started watching tenticle stuff, bukkake and the whole works. Then I was in a manic state and went to Japan recently. I was there in 2007 and could not believe how beautiful all the girls were. I went with my Gf at the time and she was furious at me because I could not stop staring at how gorgeous they were.

Anyway, this time I went the girls seemed blank. Just normal. And the female body just seemed mundane too.

I know this sounds strange and I feel strange typing about it, but its honest and I think its because of porn. I've ejaculated over such extreme shit, that basic girl to guy interactions seem so mundaine and boring.

Especially when the girl thinks shes hot and snobs you off.

Anyway, its time to move on.

Thanks for making it this far if your still reading this. I probably sound like some fucked up case, but I dont care.

Time to reboot!

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