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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: August 18, 2016, 09:42:43 AM »
Good job on trashing the porn. I've done that before. It's hard to do. It's like getting rid of an old friend you've had for years.    Stay strong bob.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: August 15, 2016, 04:08:49 PM »
Good job bob. There's no stopping you now.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« on: August 15, 2016, 04:07:16 PM »
Well today I clicked on KY favorite site for about one minute, and thought what in the effort an I doing. I was sitting in my truck for 4 hours waiting to get a call to make an asphalt delivery. I thought about where that got me in the past, and it didn't take long to realize I've worked to hard to end it like that. I actually looked at some of those ages, and thought, GROSS. Anyways I'm home now (reboot nation).  Everything is ok, other than I'm a bit embarrassed. Stay strong guys

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« on: August 09, 2016, 10:20:24 AM »
The pull is still there, I will let it pass. I just decided to come to rn, rather than surfing p. It will get better.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: August 05, 2016, 09:06:48 PM »
H.U.R.T.  That's so true. When all, or one of those happen, there's nothing better than pmo'ing.  Stay strong bob, stay busy

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« on: August 04, 2016, 02:05:03 PM »
Thanks  guys, I'm feeling like that again today. I'm just going to get out, and go walk. Maybe do a few pushups. I mean it's right here at my fingertips. If i choose to do it. I wont. It is not that tough.  Get away from the phone

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« on: August 03, 2016, 08:58:59 AM »
Thanks runto
 Yesterday was tough. It passed, and thanks for posting. What's keeping me from binging, is knowing how horrible I'd feel after a session. But I also know that every time I resist, I get stronger. Porn is never an option

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« on: August 02, 2016, 05:07:26 PM »
Damn guys, I'm having a really tough day. I'd love nothing more than to let the binging go. I don't know why I feel loke this today. It sucks. It will be better when I get out of this nice air conditioned cab. My brain is putting the hurts on me. I mean I'm actually shaking,  thinking about how much fun it would be.  NO, not now, or ever

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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: July 31, 2016, 03:40:29 PM »
One more weekend down bob. I'm proud of you. It seems like the longer I'm away from it, the less I think about it, funny how that works. Keep it up brother

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« on: July 29, 2016, 12:32:16 PM »
Well last night was a m.o. and it was nice. A lot of rebooters are against that.  I have a different take on that, thats not my problem,  my problem is the porn I was using.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: July 29, 2016, 12:29:29 PM »
Bob, your just about a month into it. It feels pretty good huh. I'm very proud of you. You took that trip, and kept clear of the porn shops. That would be hard to do. I know by now that brain is really missing those dopamine hits. Keep strong brother. As Howard jones said in 1986" things can only get better, oh oh oh oh oh ". You remember.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: July 27, 2016, 08:22:19 AM »
Good job bob. Everyday we don't give in, we get stronger. I have to admit without your support and encouragment, I almost guarantee I would have slipped. I keep thinking of your post a week or so ago, how you said I'm holding you to that jaystock. I think about that a lot, when my mind begins to go to the dark side. Stay strong brother. Damn bob, I'm almost tearing up. Seriously. Porn isn't ever an option.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« on: July 27, 2016, 07:41:49 AM »
Thanks you guys for the encouragement. It really helps when I open up rn, and see the nice comments. This morning I woke up early, and got in the hot tub. I thought it might be fun for a little alone time, wink wink. It wasn't going to happen.  I was numb from the waist down. I guess my brain is saying with out porn, I don't get to O. Now is when I usually panic. But I know it's not broken. I guess it will happen in time. I feel like with the house to myself,  I should be Oing at least twice a night. I almost feel like I'm missing out. Thanks again guys . Porn is never an option

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« on: July 26, 2016, 07:43:11 AM »
Thanks bob. This week is going to be tough.  My wife and kids are out of town til friday. Last night I had the phone in my hands, contemplating looking at porn
 I just stopped, and thought about if I really wanted to d that. The answer was no. I'm a little over a month in. I'm not going to give in. When I get home tonight, I'm mowing, which takes about 2 hours, wating, and sleping. Life is good. Porn isn't ever an option anymore.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: New
« on: July 21, 2016, 06:54:52 PM »
Got to, welcome, to the nation. You might as well get ready for a hell of a ride..you brain is going do crap to you, you can't imagine. Get ready. Youre brain is going to be missing that dopamine rush, just know what your going to be feeling is going to be totally normal. Stay tough. When you feel weak, come here. Porn is not ever an option.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: July 21, 2016, 12:31:50 PM »
I'm feeling you bob. It's your brain, it's missing that dopamine rush. We must stay strong brother. Don't give in, we are better than this.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: I really need to change.
« on: July 20, 2016, 05:20:54 PM »
Way to Johnnie, keep up battle
 Everything you feel, we are all feeling it too. It really sucks. If we stick together,  we will beat this thing

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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: July 20, 2016, 05:03:54 PM »
Very awesome bob. You keep your ass out of those shops. That is bad news, and you know it. IN THE BEGINNING, ALWAYS THINK OF THE END. Please bob don't go there. You have to ask yourself what do I intend to accomplish by doing this.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« on: July 18, 2016, 04:18:48 PM »
I had a very good weekend. We had free cable this weekend, skinamax. I've got to be honest those wanna be porns don't really do much for me. If I get those thoughts bad thoughts in my head almost any legal female will set me on a bad path. I've not really thought too much about pmo'ing lately, I guess that's a good problem to have. Probably the luckiest thing for me is that we live in the woods, and there is not Internet, I'm not sure I could do this if I had it at my house.stay strong gentlemen

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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: July 18, 2016, 12:38:45 PM »
Haha bob, I was reading in your last post about the cold showers. I couldn't agree with you more. No thanks. Sounds like your doing good. I was watching a free preview of skinamax, and thought about looking at some porn on my phone, and thought about our deal last week. Stay strong brother

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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: July 13, 2016, 12:20:11 PM »
Being at home alone is horrible. That's such a trigger. I'm lucky in that sense,  because I don't have Internet at my house. I have to really plan out a pmo session. My real trigger, is sitting here in an air conditioned dump truck, waiting for the lead to get through with break. I'm doing great today.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: Yes I Can!
« on: July 13, 2016, 10:22:03 AM »
Good morning bob, how goes the battle? Keep strong brother. There is a light at the end if the tunnel.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: This I vow (until it sticks ). Gay Male 44
« on: July 13, 2016, 08:12:58 AM »
Good morning. You know I'm not really against jacking, as long as your not watching porn. Jacking, is natural,  watching high sped porn while your jacking is bad. That's just my idea. You need to stay strong brother.  Porn is not ever an option

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Ages 40 and up / Re: This I vow (until it sticks ). Gay Male 44
« on: July 12, 2016, 04:45:33 PM »
I've been reading some of your posts, and you sound like a very intelligent man, very well spoken. You should be an author. Your story sounds like mine, and a lot of other people's here. In your first post you said that you've even started watching straight porn. I'm very straight,  but when I'm binging, I watch gay porn. It's all about the dopamine rush. I just watch that crap til I get high, and I'm so sick of it
I just wanted to let you know that you are a NORMAL PORN ADDICT. Lol. Keep up the fight, I know it sucks
 

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« on: July 11, 2016, 03:17:19 PM »
I feel so great, I had lots of opportunities to slip this weekend, and I wasn't even close to being tempted. Guys if you get tempted,  think of how crappy  you feel when it's over. It's horrible to feel that way. Stay strong guys. Porn is not, and never will be an option. 3 weeks, and I'm feeling great

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