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Ages 20-29 / Re: My Story 20 Y.O PIED
« on: August 09, 2014, 11:37:28 AM »
This is my Day 2 post technically so I've installed K9 on my phone so that's a big help. Also I've been going out more hanging out with friends playing basketball and just getting out the house more. In return when I finally do get in bed im so tired I don't even fell like watching P or M. Also another thing that's motivating me this time through is just the fact this whole thing is getting old. Watching P or trying not to M or O, reading people's post about relapsing or succeeding and I mean just the whole process period is getting old. I hate the fact that at the end of the day I still have to log into here and remind myself this is where I am in my life trying to fight this everyday when it could have easily been avoided. At the same time I have nobody to blame but myself. I can't direct my anger at anybody else I should have never started this to begin with and this is exactly what I get. Other than that that's all I have for now.

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Ages 20-29 / Re: My Story 20 Y.O PIED
« on: August 09, 2014, 11:30:03 AM »
@jnv you are totally right relapses are definitely inevitable in the beginning because its been so long since you've gone without PMOing its like muscle memory now to you're body. I finally put K9 on my phone and I'm going to get somebody to make a password to it that only they know and then tell them not to tell me. I think that'll be a big step towards it. Then i'll see where I go from there

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Ages 20-29 / Re: This time it is for real
« on: August 09, 2014, 11:25:39 AM »
Man will edging will get you every time that's like the number one way to relapse. Its like you want to orgasm but at the same time you do. Dude you can be edging for like almost a hour and not even realize it. One thing that will definitely make you rethink edging is blue balls because it hurts so bad. Yeah you should keep posting though if anything it'll make people feel more inspired.

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Ages 20-29 / Re: My Story 20 Y.O PIED
« on: August 07, 2014, 10:45:48 PM »
Yeah I reset it...it was early this morning my fantasies kicked in but I didn't use P. I don't know I think my imagination is more of a preference sometimes maybe because i'm in more control of that. Today though since that happened though I decided to get out today and go workout and play ball and just try to be active. It's honestly not a issue until Im about to go to sleep or early in the morning. Other than that im not really thinking about it during the day. It's never worth it and I feel defeated afterwards. I still have to put that content filtering on my phone i'll do it tomorrow for real.

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Ages 20-29 / Re: This time it is for real
« on: August 07, 2014, 08:59:15 AM »
Man hopefully when you do go to the psychologist they don't tell you something you already know or anything that's not helpful. The fact that you have the balls to go to a psychologist and talk to them about is pretty brave because ik I wouldn't. Like I said though at least you have you have your girlfriend to help you out and if the sex got better that always a good sign. Keep going through with it dude.

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Porn Addiction / Re: Goals/Motivation
« on: August 07, 2014, 08:52:06 AM »
@aviator I can understand how you feel PMO has held you back from being successful in the dating world for a number of reasons. Also I understand with you being a Christian that it would bother you spiritually (lust) but its definitely the first step in being a better whatever you end up BF, husband it'll make it less stressful.

@jnv Yeah dude that instant pleasure that PMOing gives you no other woman can offer you that so I can why you didn't think you needed a GF because honestly they cant compete with PMO period. At the same time having a girlfriend can offer you things that PMO cannot. The fact that you said youre being more productive now is definitely a help keep it up man.

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Porn Addiction / Goals/Motivation
« on: August 06, 2014, 08:37:04 PM »
I just curious does anybody have any goals or ambitions that they plan on achieving that they feel like PMO'ing is preventing them from achieving. I know this isn't really related to PIED or anything I just want to know what people think that PMO is holding them back from

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Ages 20-29 / Re: My Story 20 Y.O PIED
« on: August 06, 2014, 08:30:04 PM »
I definitely will put a block on my phone today and I will make sure I post on here more often to keep reminding myself everyday where I am at and what I am trying to achieve.I honestly need to get out of bed in the morning and find something to do instead of sitting in my house for the majority of the time. I thinking about getting up and working out in the morning but I have zero motivation to do it anonymous100

 Accomplished, I know exactly what you mean you can be doing so good and you fall right back into it like you didn't just put all that effort into not PMOing. At least ill be back in school soon so that will give me something to do

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Ages 20-29 / Re: This time it is for real
« on: August 06, 2014, 08:22:58 PM »
Man at least you don't have E.D and have a girlfriend. I have PIED, I don't have a girlfriend and I don't have my own place so even if I did have a girlfriend we wouldn't have a place to go to on our own. At the same time I feel like you having a girlfriend puts more pressure on you to get over PMO'ing because you want to be with her. Getting out of bed is definitely helpful because I feel that's when dudes are most tempted at least for me it is. I never tried cold showers but I don't I'm going to either. I wouldn't mind being your AP are you going to post everyday?

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Ages 20-29 / Re: My Story 20 Y.O PIED
« on: August 04, 2014, 12:20:58 PM »
Man I've already relapse 3 times since this post I need to find some kind of content filter for my smartphone

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Ages 20-29 / My Story 20 Y.O PIED
« on: August 03, 2014, 09:50:51 PM »
Basically my story starts out when I was in about 7th grade or 6th grade can't remember. I was at my friends house at he asked did I want to watch a porno and me being 12 or 13 and curious so I was like sure. The funny thing is I remember watching it for the first time and I was disgusted. I didn't understand how anybody could watch this stuff and it just felt wrong in general. But when I got back home I masturbated for the first time and ever since then I haven't stopped. I got a ipod for Christmas around 9th grade and that's when the porn came in to play along with masturbation. Around my junior year I was about to I tried to have sex with my gf twice and it just wouldn't get up. Right then I knew it had to be something wrong. I didn't decide to look up anything about until my freshman year of college and that's when I found nofap on reddit and YBOP. Eventually that led me to this site from wathing Gabe Deems youtube videos and here I am. Lastly ill be posting on here almost daily for my journal.

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Ages 20-29 / Re: **Accountability Partner Requests**
« on: August 01, 2014, 09:06:33 PM »
I think it would definitely be better to have an accountability partner that way it will feel less lonely during your struggle

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