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Ages 20-29 / Naked Attraction
« on: May 14, 2019, 06:10:49 PM »
Hello guys,

I am a porn- addict with PIED.

I do have a lot of relapses on my belt, more than I count. But I only need to succeed once to get rid of this evil.

why do we fall down - so that we learn to pick our-self back up again, so never back down, never-give-up.

I know its really weird, but I think I was able to slow down some of the withdrawals symptoms and boost up recovery by watching a show called (Naked Attraction) on Youtube, it helped me link normal imperfect naked bodies with personalities rather than porn. I know its very weird, but it helped me so thought of sharing the info.  If you think this type of shows might provoke a relapse then please don't watch it, but if you are like me and relapsed a lot of times before, then this might help.

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Ages 20-29 / Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« on: May 14, 2019, 06:04:19 PM »
why do we fall down - so that we learn to pick our-self back up again, so never back down, never-give-up.
I am like you, with a lot of relapses on my belt, more than I count. But we only need to succeed once to get rid of this evil right.
I know its really weird, but think I was able to slow down some of the withdrawals symptoms and boost up recovery by watching a show called (Naked Attraction) on Youtube, it helped me link normal naked bodies with personalities rather than porn. I know its very weird, but it helped me so thought of sharing the info. 

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Ages 20-29 / Re: No Pain No Gain
« on: March 02, 2018, 07:07:59 AM »
Some success at last,

I am now 20 days porn free. Happy that morning erections are starting to come back gradually. The withdrawal symptoms are much better; I have a burst of energy at work and much higher concentration & attention to details. However, I am flatlining on/off and still having ED in real sexual intercourse, but was able to ejaculate normally once.

so the overall trend is positive, and I can't wait for the improvements at two months, six months, one year.

Thank you all for the support

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Ages 20-29 / Re: No Pain No Gain
« on: February 27, 2018, 06:23:16 PM »
Thanks for the support.
Today is day 18 of my latest trial of nofap. This is the longest I lasted so far.
I have been experiencing bad withdrawal symptoms like lack of energy, lack of concentration, insomnia, depressed mood.
Still not been able to do constructive things like going to the gym regularly due to a busy schedule with work and study.
However, I did search google images and Instagram for porn images during this period without masturbation.
I know that this is a definite set back and I am learning from my mistakes and moving on.

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Ages 20-29 / Re: It's time to fight this and embrace life ! ;)
« on: February 22, 2018, 06:22:21 PM »
You are not the only one who is suffering from this addiction Mr_Mental_dicipline. My story also goes back to my young teens, I do suffer from PIED along with the inability to achieve orgasm through regular sexual intercourse.  I also use porn when I am bored or as a daily stress relief. I am now 13 days free, and I am want to be free forever to have a chance in life. I don't want to blame porn addiction for everything wrong in my life, but I do believe that it contributed in no small part.
It is my first day on the forum, and I am too very thankful for the opportunity to share my story. I do believe that we need to support each other through these bad days and hopefully, there is a light at the end of the tunnel my friend.

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Ages 20-29 / No Pain No Gain
« on: February 22, 2018, 06:08:43 PM »
Hello all,

I thought I would share my story on this forum.

I am a 27 yrs. old, married to a beautiful woman.  Been struggling with porn addiction since my early teens. Initially just out of curiosity without masturbation. I eventually did start masturbating to porn beginning around ten yrs. back.  After I got married, I said that I am going to stop this destructive habit definitely, but I failed miserably. I used porn when I am bored, when I am stressed from work or study. This addiction affected my work, threatened my marriage, cause as all of you would expect I developed PIED as well as inability to achieve orgasm through regular sexual intercourse. I also became alienated from family & friends.
I feel very stressed and anxious these days, cause my wife wants to start a family, and I am not sure if I can deliver on that. I feel like I am less of a man and its all due to this addiction that I don't seem to be able to quit for good.
Now I am 13 days free, and I do want to stop counting days and be free for good and regain my sexual health and start repairing the damages that this addiction caused. It is my first time posting here and sharing my story, I would appreciate all your replies and support throughout this journey to happiness. I hope that there is a silver lining to my story.

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