I can't tell if what I have is a sign of the flatline or something more serious. Recently I have noticed an increase of veins on my penis, both in the big blue ones that are also noticeable when flaccid and skinny purple spider veins. I looked online and they say that this is normal but I can't help bu worry. Ive been PMO free for about 2-3 weeks and I am going to the doctor tomorrow to see if there is anything wrong with me. So I decided to see if I can get an erection on my own (without porn of course). The result was disappointing. I was not able to achieve an erection and what I got was probably 65%. But it felt weird, I did not feel like my usual erection, I felt like it grew more width wide that length, more than usual, and it felt decently hard but it just didn't have the same shape. Regardless I lost this "erection" almost immediately, it probably lasted 5 seconds. Have anybody had any experience about this, is this a sign of a venous leak, has anybody had an increase number of veins and do they go away. I am just kind of worried and wondering if anybody has had similar experiences?