Raging depression

57yrold

Active Member
30 days no PMO.  Been in pretty much a solid shitty flatline.

My mood has kind of gone up and down, but generally down.  Anxiety gets really bad sometimes.

Penis is dead.  There is no life in my penis what so ever.  I'm quite positive I'll never get an erection again in my lifetime.

We're supposed to go on a Thanksgiving vacation later on this morning, but if I could I'd cancel the whole thing and just stay home in bed.  Fortunately I think most of our reservations are not refundable, so I'll be forced to go.  Will try to make the best of it.

Can't sleep tonight, which doesn't help anything, but yesterday, and especially today I feel incredibly depressed.  Not suicidal, but just want to lay in bed with the blinds closed, the lights off, and just lay there.  That sounds like heaven to me I want to do that so bad.

Either way, I'm not going to PMO, so at least there's that...

Good luck to everyone here.  May you achieve your goals and live your dreams
 

Peahi

Member
I can understand you pretty well. I also thought my penis was dead, forever. and have a hard time the first month (now I'm at day 80). But trust me it is not. It will be live again and you too. But u have to help him and most of all help yourself. And that is not laying in bed you can achieve these thing.
So get up, have a nice light run in the sun at least 30 minutes 3 times per week, enjoy having the good simple things like a fresh shower or getting a massage or a nice swim. Try to get some good sensations they will help your dopamine receptors etc. and remember that is only a flatline, it will pass, be sure of this.
And remember to be proud of you and that you're staying strong on your decision.
Send u a hug, stay strong
 
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EnigmaMan

Guest
57yrold said:
30 days no PMO.  Been in pretty much a solid shitty flatline.

My mood has kind of gone up and down, but generally down.  Anxiety gets really bad sometimes.

Penis is dead.  There is no life in my penis what so ever.  I'm quite positive I'll never get an erection again in my lifetime.

We're supposed to go on a Thanksgiving vacation later on this morning, but if I could I'd cancel the whole thing and just stay home in bed.  Fortunately I think most of our reservations are not refundable, so I'll be forced to go.  Will try to make the best of it.

Can't sleep tonight, which doesn't help anything, but yesterday, and especially today I feel incredibly depressed.  Not suicidal, but just want to lay in bed with the blinds closed, the lights off, and just lay there.  That sounds like heaven to me I want to do that so bad.

Either way, I'm not going to PMO, so at least there's that...

Good luck to everyone here.  May you achieve your goals and live your dreams
What your describing is quite common, the depression, the dead wanker, its the downside of all the over stimulation we've given our brain thru PMO.  If you stick it out, no cheating at all, the "Lil Soldier" will eventually come roaring back, just don't fall for the temptation to test it by peaking at anything.
 

The90daywar

Member
57yrold said:
30 days no PMO.  Been in pretty much a solid shitty flatline.

My mood has kind of gone up and down, but generally down.  Anxiety gets really bad sometimes.

Penis is dead.  There is no life in my penis what so ever.  I'm quite positive I'll never get an erection again in my lifetime.

We're supposed to go on a Thanksgiving vacation later on this morning, but if I could I'd cancel the whole thing and just stay home in bed.  Fortunately I think most of our reservations are not refundable, so I'll be forced to go.  Will try to make the best of it.

Can't sleep tonight, which doesn't help anything, but yesterday, and especially today I feel incredibly depressed.  Not suicidal, but just want to lay in bed with the blinds closed, the lights off, and just lay there.  That sounds like heaven to me I want to do that so bad.

Either way, I'm not going to PMO, so at least there's that...

Good luck to everyone here.  May you achieve your goals and live your dreams
30 days is great! I wish I could do that.
 

Whynot

Active Member
Hang in there it?s a rough road but it gets easier as we go along, I am on day 33 after I relapsed in October I had gone over 200 days, it does get easier as you go along. Just hang in there
 

Roberto

New Member
tengo mucha depresion, no se si pueda volver a tener erecciones nuevamente, es muy duro perdi mi familia y he iniciado hace dos  dias este ayuno , no se si es verdad esto o si se cumple por favor les necesito , expliqunme que debo hacer es real que uno se recupera, estoy muy desolado!!!, triste inservible, ayudenme please!!!!
 

57yrold

Active Member
Roberto,  Look at these websites for information:

This page for some good videos.  rebootnation.org

This page for excellent information:  yourbrainonporn.com

And other pages for additional info.  Search on PIED

Read all the success stories.  Very motivating!

GOOD LUCK!
 
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