I'm 21 and I started the 90 day reboot yesterday, I'll give you a little history I started viewing images of women in bikinis in magazines when I was around 10 which got me off, but soon enough with the internet that progressed into a foot fetish around 14-15 and eventually into more femdom related fetishes like humiliation and facesitting in my late teens and finally it has progressed into more disturbing things such as ballbusting in current day. When I was 18 I lost my virginity and saw a high end escort and after about half an hour I got hard and had sex, I don't know if my trouble getting hard had anything to do with my past or just the fact that it was my first time and I was nervous.
Since then I've made a habit of meeting with women over the internet so satisfy my fetish fantasies, and I even tried to have sex with one of them but I couldn't manage to get an erection, I could only get one if it involved my fetish of being dominated, humiliated, ballbusted etc etc. I feel I am still young and want to change my life, I like looking at pics of naked women still but Its hard to get an erection if it doesn't involve my fetish, how long will it take to heal?
Since then I've made a habit of meeting with women over the internet so satisfy my fetish fantasies, and I even tried to have sex with one of them but I couldn't manage to get an erection, I could only get one if it involved my fetish of being dominated, humiliated, ballbusted etc etc. I feel I am still young and want to change my life, I like looking at pics of naked women still but Its hard to get an erection if it doesn't involve my fetish, how long will it take to heal?