clomid recovering my energy level, sleep, and mood so far. still no libido.

I can go like 8-10 hours now without even feeling sleepy, no sluggish feeling, feel inspired, don't want to lay down all day and be miserable, i feel social.

libido still hasn't come back yet though really, i've only been on clomid since december 11 though. is that usually the last thing to come back? still not getting morning wood

haven't been touching my penis or masturbating. i just pray it's reversible and i didn't create forever damage down there

it depends how long you have been strugling my friend. Some people as me need more time. When i watched a lot of porn, i had problems with sleep, its normal, you must to continue and go further.
Try to have a day full of tasks, this you make you tired when the end of the day arrive.

with time, your urges and sleep problems can decrease.

I suggest you to stay away from Computers, video games and all kind of screens.

Mediation is a great and smart thing to do, try to be quiet and silence some minutes, think about your life, why are you in this situation, how you put yourself like this, and how YOU can get out of this mess. maybe this can clear a little bit your mind, and help you to reach a sleep at night.

See bro