jacob321098
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I've been on no fap, and here for a few months now but this is my first post. I'm 19 and I started PMOing around the age of 12 about once a day. Today marks exactly 11 weeks of no PMO with no relapses, but i'm still in a flatline that started around week 2. I've been completely depressed with occasional sparks of anxiety, along with no libido and low levels of testosterone. I've been getting in the gym whenever I can and I have a girlfriend that I see a couple of times each week. She is aware of no fap and is helping me with the entire process. I also take cold showers each day.
This flatline has been hell, I have absolutely no interest in doing anything, nothing is fulfilling, nothing is worth doing, but I know that it can only get better from here. Most of the time it's hard to even find interest in spending time with my GF, expect for the occasional good day where she's the only thing that I can think about. Before starting this journey, I was barely even living life and I hardly ever found enjoyment in doing anything, I had PIED when I first met my current GF about a year ago, but i got past that and it turned into DE. social anxiety was a huge part of middle and high school for me as well. I had nearly every negative that you can have when it comes to watching porn, including the need to escalate into more types of hardcore porn. I'm at the point now where turning back isn't an option. I am interested to hear about other experiences with flatline and the changes that they noticed when they started coming out of it. Any questions, feel free to ask.
This flatline has been hell, I have absolutely no interest in doing anything, nothing is fulfilling, nothing is worth doing, but I know that it can only get better from here. Most of the time it's hard to even find interest in spending time with my GF, expect for the occasional good day where she's the only thing that I can think about. Before starting this journey, I was barely even living life and I hardly ever found enjoyment in doing anything, I had PIED when I first met my current GF about a year ago, but i got past that and it turned into DE. social anxiety was a huge part of middle and high school for me as well. I had nearly every negative that you can have when it comes to watching porn, including the need to escalate into more types of hardcore porn. I'm at the point now where turning back isn't an option. I am interested to hear about other experiences with flatline and the changes that they noticed when they started coming out of it. Any questions, feel free to ask.
