Soulinbody
New Member
Hi guys, I have been an excessive porn user for last 12 years and my current age is 31(male). I have never been porn free for more than 15 contineous days in last 12 years except once. I believe porn addition made real girls undesirable to me and I never approached anyone. I never thought porn can cause harm to me unless someone saw me watching but recently I realised that it destroyed my whole life. I married a girl few years younger than me since I had no Idea that there is a problem with me , I did found some changes in my erections but no changes in my sexual desire (masturbate with porn) thus I thought it is normal with age. After marriage when I tried to have sex , I simply could not penetrate her . I thought it is because of her hymen which is intact and eventually I will be able to do it but the more I tried the more I realised that I loose erection as soon as I try to insert and it is impossible for me to penetrate her . I decided to consult a doctor for first time sex advice and then I was introduced to this shocking reality tha I have ED. I now feel sorry for my wife and don't know what to do . If I had any idea I am having this problem , I would have never married her but now marriage has happened. I believe my issue is PIED .
The shocking fact is that I have memories of having better satisfaction masturbating to porn than I felt when I ejaculated with her ( not inside). I have become less sensitive to human touch than porn . I don't know what to do and I found this website . I hope someone could suggest me how can I recover and provide me some motivation . I can't see any hope now. :-[
The shocking fact is that I have memories of having better satisfaction masturbating to porn than I felt when I ejaculated with her ( not inside). I have become less sensitive to human touch than porn . I don't know what to do and I found this website . I hope someone could suggest me how can I recover and provide me some motivation . I can't see any hope now. :-[