OMG!!! It's been 9 months free from porn websites and masturbation. I still have the porn fantasies of videos and images in my mind. Well, the most important thing to me is not to masturbate over the fantasies.That goes out when I create my own fantasies. They come and go. I like the random erections, but they're painful sometimes. Well, ain't no comfort because that's part of the recovery process, so I have to get used to it. NO PAIN=NO GAIN. Same thing goes out for blue balls. I can get orgasms mentally. It doesn't have to be physically.