AgnitioSano
Member
I have a problem with watching porn. There I said it. Its supposed to be the first step right, admitting you have a problem. I have been watching/masturbating to porn since i was 13 and i am now 26, so that makes half my life I have had this habit. I hate how controlling it is, I hate the shame and fear of being found out that I live like this. This is hour one for me, the beginning down the road. I have tried and tried to quit before but I never shared it with anyone. I am too scared of being honest with my wife and friends to confide this with them. Maybe this time will be different. Thank you to the administrators for having a place for us to come without fear, it means a lot and I already feel more hopeful because of it. Today is my new day one.