Scared, Gay, and moving to NYC

Hi. I have been addicted for as long as I can remember. If I had to put a time on it I would say Freshman year of high school. It got REALLY bad sophomore year and has been snowballing ever since. I usually look at it every day for hours at a time. I am gay and have known that a long time. It has been hard going to a small christian school in the south especially when you are both gay and addicted to porn and no one knows either. All my life I have had to hide myself from everyone. Luckily, I am moving to NYC in the fall to go to college and I could not be happier to go to a place that is so accepting of the LGBTQ community. However, I am extremely worried about what I might get into up there. As of right now, I do not trust myself as far as i can throw myself when it comes to holding back sexually. Both me and my parents are afraid I will get some dude's mouth pregnant. I really want to be as clean from porn as possible so that I can have my judgement back and not have my limbic brain running my life. I have not been clean for longer than two weeks since....heck I couldn't even tell you. I am seriously SERIOUSLY addicted and I don't really know where to start.

Hey my friend good luck in NYC! You've chosen a great place. Despite what pretty much all good Southern Baptists will teach, I find it only a GROSS mis-reading of the Bible to paint simply being Gay as a sin! For crying out loud, is having black hair a sin? Oh and don't get me started on menstruating women in Church and wearing mixed fibres!

Good luck on rebooting. If I were asked to name my own sexuality I'd pretty much have to say my natural inclination is towards bi-sexuality. However, I am very happy with a wonderful lady at the moment and we are waiting to marry! We have several Gay friends and love going on Gay Pride when ever we can! I can imagine Pride in NYC! Wow! I also totally LOVE Drag and Drag Queens!
Ex wife used to hate them and couldn't deal with somehow 'playing with our sexuality'....I used to think...How totally boring!

Take care of yourself. Remember to do all the safer sex stuff! Oh and why settle for mouths getting pregnant! There are all those other places! Bless you, keep up the good work!