Hi everyone,
I'm a 31 years old woman who's been addicted to porn since... uhm, always, I guess. I started to masturbate at a very young age (really young age, I actually don't remember how and when It started, to give you an idea how early in my life It was). You know when people say "I used to touch myself already at 5, but It was not sexual, It just felt good"? well, I used to touch myself at five, either, but for me It was sexual. I didn't think about penetration or whatsoever, but I had soft-core phantasies I have no idea where coming from. When I grew up that turned to an addiction to porn. How does it affect my life? I'm a nice looking and quite funny girl, I think, I'm sorrounded by a lot of great friends, I have a good social life, and a job that I really like. I don't seem to have any problem, but I'm never so focused and my romantic life sucks. I've been in love, and been loved in return, but everytime I blew It. It's like I'm not able to be sexual attracted by the man I love, but I can only be aroused by gross men, that's the sex I dream of (even if I don't go for it in real life).
This has to stop, I've been PM free for some moments in my life and they have been great.
ps: sorry if my english is not perfect, but I'm italian (a country where apparently no woman even masturbates) and I'v tried the best I can
I'm a 31 years old woman who's been addicted to porn since... uhm, always, I guess. I started to masturbate at a very young age (really young age, I actually don't remember how and when It started, to give you an idea how early in my life It was). You know when people say "I used to touch myself already at 5, but It was not sexual, It just felt good"? well, I used to touch myself at five, either, but for me It was sexual. I didn't think about penetration or whatsoever, but I had soft-core phantasies I have no idea where coming from. When I grew up that turned to an addiction to porn. How does it affect my life? I'm a nice looking and quite funny girl, I think, I'm sorrounded by a lot of great friends, I have a good social life, and a job that I really like. I don't seem to have any problem, but I'm never so focused and my romantic life sucks. I've been in love, and been loved in return, but everytime I blew It. It's like I'm not able to be sexual attracted by the man I love, but I can only be aroused by gross men, that's the sex I dream of (even if I don't go for it in real life).
This has to stop, I've been PM free for some moments in my life and they have been great.
ps: sorry if my english is not perfect, but I'm italian (a country where apparently no woman even masturbates) and I'v tried the best I can