LifeRegrets
Member
Ok same story as most people here, I started young at 12 or 13 maybe, I am almost 28 now.
Ok, I don?t understand how I actually got cured. I didn?t see any visible progress during my almost 6 to 9 months of abstinence. Even though I stayed away from PMO. I was severely depressed and suicidal thinking I ruined myself, or maybe sometime is physically wrong with me that?s why nothing is improving etc, a lot of depressing thoughts were running wild in my head during this time. At one point, the stress was too much so I gave up and I?ll be honest I even relapsed a couple of times. Not to porn though, just sensation after like 6 months of abstinence. And then out of nowhere one day, I was joking with some girls at work and I started getting a random erection. It was small but nothing like that ever happened for a long long time. And now since then whenever I become aroused, erection start happening straight away with no issues.
Anyway I am coming back to this forum after almost 2 years of my cure. I kinda just forget about it. My apologies since I made use of this and similar spaces on the internet when I was in the dark place of my life. But now I remembered and thought I would come back leave this message here for those who might need it.
So my experience is, the abstinence seems to work, though not always obvious as it wasn?t for me ? so don?t give up.
Take care and good luck.
Ok, I don?t understand how I actually got cured. I didn?t see any visible progress during my almost 6 to 9 months of abstinence. Even though I stayed away from PMO. I was severely depressed and suicidal thinking I ruined myself, or maybe sometime is physically wrong with me that?s why nothing is improving etc, a lot of depressing thoughts were running wild in my head during this time. At one point, the stress was too much so I gave up and I?ll be honest I even relapsed a couple of times. Not to porn though, just sensation after like 6 months of abstinence. And then out of nowhere one day, I was joking with some girls at work and I started getting a random erection. It was small but nothing like that ever happened for a long long time. And now since then whenever I become aroused, erection start happening straight away with no issues.
Anyway I am coming back to this forum after almost 2 years of my cure. I kinda just forget about it. My apologies since I made use of this and similar spaces on the internet when I was in the dark place of my life. But now I remembered and thought I would come back leave this message here for those who might need it.
So my experience is, the abstinence seems to work, though not always obvious as it wasn?t for me ? so don?t give up.
Take care and good luck.