penguin_36
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Hey Guys. I've started my reboot since the last 3 weeks or so. Here's my story. I'm 18 and unfortunately started watching porn since I was 12, out of curiosity, not knowing that it would destroy my life one day.
Initially I would look at just photos, which escalated to videos and then even extreme videos. I would spend my entire time in it and didn't like to spend time with real people. I lost my entire childhood to it. I decided to fight it and finally stopped watching porn at 17 years of age. But after a year I again fell prey to it, by accident. But this time the problem was even worse- it was cartoon porn. I became addicted to cartoon porn comics and videos since the last 8 months untill june 3 when I last relapsed and decided to end this.
So I'm free of Porn since 17 days and free of Masturbation since 8 days. I've decided to give up both.
So this is DAY 8 :
I'm struggling with severe withdrawal symptoms. Fatigue, lack of attention, lack of interest. I don't get morning woods like before. I feel irritated most of the time.It's very difficult but I know these symptoms mean that I'm recovering and I won't give up. I have my final exams but I'm not able to study because of this. Can anyone provide some help regarding this issue? Feeling awful. Really need your support.
Initially I would look at just photos, which escalated to videos and then even extreme videos. I would spend my entire time in it and didn't like to spend time with real people. I lost my entire childhood to it. I decided to fight it and finally stopped watching porn at 17 years of age. But after a year I again fell prey to it, by accident. But this time the problem was even worse- it was cartoon porn. I became addicted to cartoon porn comics and videos since the last 8 months untill june 3 when I last relapsed and decided to end this.
So I'm free of Porn since 17 days and free of Masturbation since 8 days. I've decided to give up both.
So this is DAY 8 :
I'm struggling with severe withdrawal symptoms. Fatigue, lack of attention, lack of interest. I don't get morning woods like before. I feel irritated most of the time.It's very difficult but I know these symptoms mean that I'm recovering and I won't give up. I have my final exams but I'm not able to study because of this. Can anyone provide some help regarding this issue? Feeling awful. Really need your support.