Will Stalwart
Active Member
Refresher course in rebooting - Day 0
Having done this before in the past, I have been somewhat successful and have noticed a lot of difference in myself when going through it. I stopped keeping track of how far I had gone a few months back, but things were going well. I was, in my mind, past it.
Since then, I have began to slip back into old PMO patterns. While I am no where near as bad as I was when I started out the first time, I have began to notice it getting worse. I don't know when I started to fall back into this routine, where I slipped up, how long it took me to get here. But I think it was a sliding scale of regret. One small slip leads to another and so on. An easy trap to fall into.
So here I am again. I need to get back to where I was, and stop the downward PMO spiral. Let this be a lesson. Don't become complaisant. It's when you let your guard down that it can crawl back into your life.
This is my refresher in rebooting. A new journal for a new journey.
For those interested in reading more about my previous endeavor, you can find it in my journal here:
http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=4780.0
Having done this before in the past, I have been somewhat successful and have noticed a lot of difference in myself when going through it. I stopped keeping track of how far I had gone a few months back, but things were going well. I was, in my mind, past it.
Since then, I have began to slip back into old PMO patterns. While I am no where near as bad as I was when I started out the first time, I have began to notice it getting worse. I don't know when I started to fall back into this routine, where I slipped up, how long it took me to get here. But I think it was a sliding scale of regret. One small slip leads to another and so on. An easy trap to fall into.
So here I am again. I need to get back to where I was, and stop the downward PMO spiral. Let this be a lesson. Don't become complaisant. It's when you let your guard down that it can crawl back into your life.
This is my refresher in rebooting. A new journal for a new journey.
For those interested in reading more about my previous endeavor, you can find it in my journal here:
http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=4780.0