MLS2017
Member
Hello Reboot Nation- My name is Ryan.
I decided, truly decided, today that I not only desperately need to quit PMO, but I want to. I have already created a post, but rereading it I clearly was acting in shear desperation and impulse; as I often do because PMO over the years has caused me to lose a great deal of self control. Additionally, I relapsed today resetting my 'count', resetting my goals, and restarting the entire process from the genesis.
In just the few days I was recovering my self realization and awareness improved and the cognition I severely lacked from not only improved but was exponentially improving. My listening and communication skills sharply improved and noticeable focus and attention to detail aptitudes were on the rise to even others around me.
I, like so many others on this website, are exhausted of what porn has ruthlessly robbed from us. Our emotions, personalities, relationships, goals, education, labels, likes and dislikes, and I would be taken back if I failed to mention even our manliness. Enough has already watered down manliness and the art of manhood, and porn preys on men's sexuality by involving PMO as a core 'behind the scenes' mastermind of ones everyday life.
Maybe not everyone can agree on how PMO really effects men, but we can agree that it's not healthy. I have been using PMO to cover up emotions I don't even feel anymore and memories I have long forgot. Not matter the reason of why I started, nothing motivates me more to quit PMO than the fact that it has limited me as a man, husband, friend, and scientist. It always leaves me empty and unsatisfied. It has lead me into smoking and unhealthy habbits. Always letting me know it was in charge and in control.
I am making a committed effort, an obligation to myself, to quit PMO and start living my life how I should have been and enjoy the defeat of porn more and more each day. Improve myself as a man and build my life how I want it.
Anyways, I am so thankful for the community here and its such relief knowing that other guys have gotten through this.
Niemals aufgeben und nie geben, f?r den nur leichte Tag war gestern.
I decided, truly decided, today that I not only desperately need to quit PMO, but I want to. I have already created a post, but rereading it I clearly was acting in shear desperation and impulse; as I often do because PMO over the years has caused me to lose a great deal of self control. Additionally, I relapsed today resetting my 'count', resetting my goals, and restarting the entire process from the genesis.
In just the few days I was recovering my self realization and awareness improved and the cognition I severely lacked from not only improved but was exponentially improving. My listening and communication skills sharply improved and noticeable focus and attention to detail aptitudes were on the rise to even others around me.
I, like so many others on this website, are exhausted of what porn has ruthlessly robbed from us. Our emotions, personalities, relationships, goals, education, labels, likes and dislikes, and I would be taken back if I failed to mention even our manliness. Enough has already watered down manliness and the art of manhood, and porn preys on men's sexuality by involving PMO as a core 'behind the scenes' mastermind of ones everyday life.
Maybe not everyone can agree on how PMO really effects men, but we can agree that it's not healthy. I have been using PMO to cover up emotions I don't even feel anymore and memories I have long forgot. Not matter the reason of why I started, nothing motivates me more to quit PMO than the fact that it has limited me as a man, husband, friend, and scientist. It always leaves me empty and unsatisfied. It has lead me into smoking and unhealthy habbits. Always letting me know it was in charge and in control.
I am making a committed effort, an obligation to myself, to quit PMO and start living my life how I should have been and enjoy the defeat of porn more and more each day. Improve myself as a man and build my life how I want it.
Anyways, I am so thankful for the community here and its such relief knowing that other guys have gotten through this.
Niemals aufgeben und nie geben, f?r den nur leichte Tag war gestern.