Hello people,
I am new to this site, glad I found it right in time. I had tried quitting P several times now but it was until last Friday that I realized of a huge problem that I didn't know I had. Let me back up a little, I am ashamed of what I am about to say but I am 27 years old and still a virgin. I don't want to go much into detail about it but the problem is with social anxiety. I have been close to getting laid but for one or another reason it never happened. Well that is until last Friday I was with this girl and we had a few drinks and went to her place. I was so excited about it but I was in shock when I realized I could not get an erection AT ALL. It was brutal! I was ashamed and had to leave her place, I blamed it on the alcohol and left.
Next day after I sobered up, I got worried and wanted to check if everything was ok down there. I will summarize it to avoid adding triggers in the post. I ended up finding yourbrainonporn.com and after trying a couple of things I realized I could not get an erection unless I was watching or thinking of P.
It is been a year or so that I heard of the nofap movement when I realized that P was bad for me, so I had tried quitting in the past because I wanted to get rid of my social anxiety and there are people that report nofap helps with that. However, I did NOT know it also affected my sexual drive and that is something I am not willing to cope with. It costed me so much effort to finally be with a girl only to realize that I could not get an erection when I really needed it.
Fuck you P, I will never watch that shit again.
So I decided to write a journal here, hoping that will help me stay committed to this reboot.
Thank you reboot nation!
I am new to this site, glad I found it right in time. I had tried quitting P several times now but it was until last Friday that I realized of a huge problem that I didn't know I had. Let me back up a little, I am ashamed of what I am about to say but I am 27 years old and still a virgin. I don't want to go much into detail about it but the problem is with social anxiety. I have been close to getting laid but for one or another reason it never happened. Well that is until last Friday I was with this girl and we had a few drinks and went to her place. I was so excited about it but I was in shock when I realized I could not get an erection AT ALL. It was brutal! I was ashamed and had to leave her place, I blamed it on the alcohol and left.
Next day after I sobered up, I got worried and wanted to check if everything was ok down there. I will summarize it to avoid adding triggers in the post. I ended up finding yourbrainonporn.com and after trying a couple of things I realized I could not get an erection unless I was watching or thinking of P.
It is been a year or so that I heard of the nofap movement when I realized that P was bad for me, so I had tried quitting in the past because I wanted to get rid of my social anxiety and there are people that report nofap helps with that. However, I did NOT know it also affected my sexual drive and that is something I am not willing to cope with. It costed me so much effort to finally be with a girl only to realize that I could not get an erection when I really needed it.
Fuck you P, I will never watch that shit again.
So I decided to write a journal here, hoping that will help me stay committed to this reboot.
Thank you reboot nation!