hi everyone and thanks for giving me hope

I can not describe how i felt a few weeks ago with a my date, I was confused , extremely sad, after watching the videos , and reading some posts, I realize I have porn induced and anxiety induced ED . I came across  Gabe Deems videos, and others, it felt so sad and yet so inspirational at the same time to know there is a cure, I have too much love in me not to love again, with good reading, healthy living and thinking, overcoming addictions, and the help of others I am positive i can overcome this, I needed to touch base here, my first post would appreciate anyone advice

Welcome RR, I'm fairly new here too so I'm still learning lots but I think I'm convinced now that PMO is an addiction. This site has helped me out a lot so my current advice to you and me is to keep posting, watching and reading stuff on this site and the other sites referred to here. All the best on your journey to recovery. Here's a great post by William in case you haven't already read it:

http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=1256.0

that was amazing, i am addicted to many things, prepare for battle I will, nothing more important then to give and receive love 100 %....thanks for sharing.....the information answered a lot of questions that i had....how porn takes different shapes......thanks for sharing