Hey everybody, I'm 21, studying computer science at a uni in London and i am addicted to porn
The last time I used porn was Sunday 16th March (2 days ago) and decided to stop when I realised that it no longer gives me that hardness I used to get. I used to be in the shower and be able to throw my wet wash cloth on my boner and it would stay up with problem but I can't tell you the last time i've been able to do that :-[ :-[ :-[
I had sex with a friend today and although she thinks i'm still good, deep down I know that I am not as solid as I used to be, can barely keep it up anymore, I miss pleasing my woman, I miss my shower erections and I don't want to worry about if I may go down whilst inside her to embarrass her and make her feel as if i've gone off her which will never be the case :'(
The time before her I had sex with a girl and anytime she went on top my dick would DISAPPEAR INSTANTLY... WTF
and also whenever a condom even goes NEAR my penis it DISAPPEARS!??!?!?!? :S :-\
I started porn on when I was about 12 years old, there was a channel called television x that came on the good ole cable, channel 33 after living at precisely 12 for the 1minute teaser, and then I would switch to playboy on channel 28 (Can't believe i still remember)
ever since my preferences has changed from bbw to tattoed girls to big bottoms to deep throat, lesbian, hardcore, blowjob pov's and now nothing works for me anymore
I want to stop because I cant sustain a full erection anymore and I KNOW its because of porn, and I think it's causing me to not concentrate as much as I could in UNI, (a bit late for realising, 3rd year and all that)
But today is a new day, (Tonight rather)
The date today (tonight) is Tuesday 18th March 2014, I'm addicted to porn and i'm on day 2 of my Reboot Nation
The last time I used porn was Sunday 16th March (2 days ago) and decided to stop when I realised that it no longer gives me that hardness I used to get. I used to be in the shower and be able to throw my wet wash cloth on my boner and it would stay up with problem but I can't tell you the last time i've been able to do that :-[ :-[ :-[
I had sex with a friend today and although she thinks i'm still good, deep down I know that I am not as solid as I used to be, can barely keep it up anymore, I miss pleasing my woman, I miss my shower erections and I don't want to worry about if I may go down whilst inside her to embarrass her and make her feel as if i've gone off her which will never be the case :'(
The time before her I had sex with a girl and anytime she went on top my dick would DISAPPEAR INSTANTLY... WTF
and also whenever a condom even goes NEAR my penis it DISAPPEARS!??!?!?!? :S :-\
I started porn on when I was about 12 years old, there was a channel called television x that came on the good ole cable, channel 33 after living at precisely 12 for the 1minute teaser, and then I would switch to playboy on channel 28 (Can't believe i still remember)
ever since my preferences has changed from bbw to tattoed girls to big bottoms to deep throat, lesbian, hardcore, blowjob pov's and now nothing works for me anymore
I want to stop because I cant sustain a full erection anymore and I KNOW its because of porn, and I think it's causing me to not concentrate as much as I could in UNI, (a bit late for realising, 3rd year and all that)
But today is a new day, (Tonight rather)
The date today (tonight) is Tuesday 18th March 2014, I'm addicted to porn and i'm on day 2 of my Reboot Nation