djw92
Member
Hi guys. If you do open this up, I want to thank you for it. I appreciate it a lot and really admire the commitment you have made to stop this habit.
I started watching porn when I was 12, when my cousin's friend told me about Playboy. Later on that week, I was trying to get onto a non-related porn website but did not succeed. Frustrated, I just typed in Playboy's website and there it was: I was hooked.I was quiet, looked at it and was never the same again.
I've been watching porn since; masturbating as many as 12 times a week. I'm now 22, but no less feel any much better than I did that day when I first looked at that website. I have tried many times getting rid of the habit privately, but to no avail. I have felt that my personal development has been hindered by this overwhelming habit that many of us have.
But it is in no way unbeatable. I am determined to get this crap out of the way once and for all. Reading your journals prior to this really inspired me to act and become the person that I know I can be. And I know that you can do it to.
I will update this when I can. I would love and appreciate to receive the support that this community has.
Thank you for your time and may God Bless.
I started watching porn when I was 12, when my cousin's friend told me about Playboy. Later on that week, I was trying to get onto a non-related porn website but did not succeed. Frustrated, I just typed in Playboy's website and there it was: I was hooked.I was quiet, looked at it and was never the same again.
I've been watching porn since; masturbating as many as 12 times a week. I'm now 22, but no less feel any much better than I did that day when I first looked at that website. I have tried many times getting rid of the habit privately, but to no avail. I have felt that my personal development has been hindered by this overwhelming habit that many of us have.
But it is in no way unbeatable. I am determined to get this crap out of the way once and for all. Reading your journals prior to this really inspired me to act and become the person that I know I can be. And I know that you can do it to.
I will update this when I can. I would love and appreciate to receive the support that this community has.
Thank you for your time and may God Bless.