At some point, I lose it all. Help plz!

At some point in my journey, I just have some urges and I cannot control anything. I totally lose it. I myself deactivate all the porn blockers and with my own hands I remove all barriers and resolve to fapping.

I was 60 days in, and I relapsed and fapped to non-porn stuffs.

Any ideas and help?

Have you noticed anything specific that tends to triggers you to give in to porn? For example mine is alcohol, I know that if I go and get absolutely wasted, I will lose all control over my addiction and relapse!

I know its easier said than done but you need to maybe write down what it actually is that triggers you to give in and then work on eliminating those triggers from your life. Another one for me seems to be tinder! Although I am not using it for sexual arousal and am actually just using it to find girls to date, if I use it real close to bed time, it can trigger a wet dream so I'm trying to get off tinder as much as possible, especially close to bed time.

Delete Tinder from your phone, delete your account. Anyone who keeps their app or account and then says "I'm trying to stay away from Tinder" is not serious about it.

Mytrigger is feet, then fromthere I escaltates to porn stuffs