Hi everyone,
It's the first time I am posting here. I am not a native English speaker so my writing will be full of grammatical errors please try and look beyond these errors.
This week has been rough. I have relapsed every single day. My last streak was of 10 days on my first attempt. But due to a personal issue I have been relapsing every single day since last 7 days.
Why I have been relapsing?
Because I am in an emotionally fragile state right now. Instead of facing my problems I am looking for an escape. This is why I am relapsing.
How do I feel after relapsing?
Terrible. Sometimes I even feel like vomiting.
What will I do now?
Try again.
Did I reset my counter?
Yes. Today is day1.
Do you think you can change?
Yes
How will you do that?
Willpower alone is not sufficient. I have to make multiple changes. I have to change my lifestyle. Avoid triggers.
Let's begin this journey again.
It's the first time I am posting here. I am not a native English speaker so my writing will be full of grammatical errors please try and look beyond these errors.
This week has been rough. I have relapsed every single day. My last streak was of 10 days on my first attempt. But due to a personal issue I have been relapsing every single day since last 7 days.
Why I have been relapsing?
Because I am in an emotionally fragile state right now. Instead of facing my problems I am looking for an escape. This is why I am relapsing.
How do I feel after relapsing?
Terrible. Sometimes I even feel like vomiting.
What will I do now?
Try again.
Did I reset my counter?
Yes. Today is day1.
Do you think you can change?
Yes
How will you do that?
Willpower alone is not sufficient. I have to make multiple changes. I have to change my lifestyle. Avoid triggers.
Let's begin this journey again.