Starting My Reboot Period

Hi,
I am Shan age 22, from Pakistan. Like lots of Pakistani people I love porn. I started to watch porn when I was 16, for the last 6 years I only had 2 wet dreams. I usually fap before it.

Few years back, I made a girlfriend. Everything was going good. We used to had sex a couple time per week. I still used to watch porn and masturbate even after the sex. I really liked the way they had sex in porn.

Around six months ago we broke up. From that day until yesterday I used to watch porn and fap from 3 to 4 times a week. I had gone scoring almost 10/11 point on porn addiction test.

A month ago I made a new gf and a couple of weeks ago I found out that I can't get an erection while with a woman.

But, I can get erection while watching porn (really extreme porn you can't even imagine the shit I watch). Now, I have made a new girlfriend. She is the woman that I wanted since I was a kid. Now, I have her. It is one of the biggest thing ever happened in my life. She is a virgin and the bright side is her boyfriend ("Me") can't get an erection. Looks like she is going to be a virgin for a bit longer than I planned.

I have absolute zero libido and marshmallow like erection. I don't want to loss her not at any cost. She is the dream I have been watching for eternity.

I tried to find solution over the internet. At start I came across some people suggesting pills and talking about blood flow but I knew that wasn't the problem with me. Then I found out Gabe's channel and I knew this is the real cause of my problem.

Its 1st of November and I am going to start my reboot period while telling my girl that how much I would love to wait to get inside her (big lie).   
 
2nd day rebooting.

Last night I had a full hard erection. When I wake up I was very happy. The erection lasted for quite some time but as soon as I woke up it went away in few minutes.

I had a dream where I was having sex with the girl I love. I didn't get wet though. In the morning I tried to get an erection without using porn using just my imaginations and I failed.

Still zero sex drive.

Yesterday I also joined a gym and started to workout.

Today I deleted my 112 GB of Chosen porn collection. I still had around 23 GB of data that I can't bring myself to  delete (spent lots of time digging that up).
 
3rd and 4th day nothing special happened.

Didn't get any morning wood. Was too scared to go out with my girlfriend.

Today I did went out with her. Then we came back to my place and were watching a movie and there came a romantic scene. I was too much afraid of not getting an erection. she was watching movie laying on her belly. I got on top of her and rubbed my self and did a few dry humping and there it was, it was full erection initially I couldn't believe I pressed it molded it but hell yeah it was real full hard.

BTW I am not here to write a sex story in short I did had a pretty good sex today but I don't think I am completely cured as I don't feel sexual arousal much and all the time my penis is just dead.

I am rebooting and I hope I am going to recover soon than I expected.
 
Day 20.

Missed so many days. I have wet dreams, I get arousal when with a woman. My erection is good but still it is not what I want.
 
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