57yrold
Active Member
Seven weeks since I last looked at porn, but only a little over two weeks since my last O. That was with my wife, but since then I've decided I should have gone hard mode. Now I'm No P, No M, No O.
I know I'm going to take more time, and that's OK, but man I feel like crap lately. Depressed/Anxious. No Libido. Dead/limp penis.
This is just a flatline I'm going through, but man it sucks.
I still feel confident that I won't ever look at porn again. I've got that.
However, I'm still completely lacking confidence that this process is going to get my erections back.
Really, it's only been two weeks, so I have a long way to go. I understand that. I guess the good news is that I'm going to keep going no matter what.
I really want to have good, healthy sex with my wife again. I just love her with all my heart.
But right now I'm really, really down and this really, really sucks.
Frustrated as hell...
I know I'm going to take more time, and that's OK, but man I feel like crap lately. Depressed/Anxious. No Libido. Dead/limp penis.
This is just a flatline I'm going through, but man it sucks.
I still feel confident that I won't ever look at porn again. I've got that.
However, I'm still completely lacking confidence that this process is going to get my erections back.
Really, it's only been two weeks, so I have a long way to go. I understand that. I guess the good news is that I'm going to keep going no matter what.
I really want to have good, healthy sex with my wife again. I just love her with all my heart.
But right now I'm really, really down and this really, really sucks.
Frustrated as hell...