This is my new Life

I am 58, was 16 started looking at women in JCPenney catalogs while I MO'ed. At 18 bought first Playboy, at 42 got Internet. Mostly just looked at Playboy mags and sites. When Hugh Hefner died last fall I decided to quit porn. He got 40years of my money and life. I got married at 39, got ED at 42, prostate cancer at 48. I have no children. I did not date a single women from 22 -31, met my wife when I was 31 and married her after living together for a few years. We have not had sex since before my cancer. I am impotent, pills and shots work for the most part. I had slowed down to about 1-2 times a week PMO the last 10 years. Since Hughs death in September I have quit for over a month twice, over  two weeks several times and a week several times. Since Jan 1st only PMO 6 times. It is tough, but am optimistic natural erections will return, in fact since surgery I have had a few morning woods, I will keep on keeping on, because since pills work my nerves were spared in my Prostatectomy surgery. Those times when I went 30 days w/o PMO I was on top of the world. I have had such a unhappy life except for a day here and there, and I am so sick and tired of being unhappy. You guys are right you just have to spill your guts in these forums once and realize anyone can quit this PMO shit. Self Discipline leads to Self Control, never ever give up and you will succeed. You all have a Great Day and PMO free life.