camus
Active Member
Hi, I would like to re-introduce myself to this forum yet again.
I'm not new here and have been struggling with porn addiction for many years. I have decided to begin a new journal to give myself a clean start.
This year I have managed 3 clean streaks of no PMO, two of 3 weeks and one of 4 weeks. I keep telling myself I can beat this addiction on my own, but the evidence is clear that I can't. When I got to 4 weeks, I used just to get the obsession out of my head. The urge to use porn was so intense I couldn't think of anything else. Afterwards I felt so depressed and demoralised.
I feel I need an accountability partner on this forum because I think that is a major thing which is lacking from my recovery. So, if there is anybody here who is struggling and thinks having a partner would also help them, message me.
The idea is we could message each other and provide moral support if either one of us is struggling.
I used yesterday, so I doubt I will be much help to somebody who has a pretty long clean streak
I'm not new here and have been struggling with porn addiction for many years. I have decided to begin a new journal to give myself a clean start.
This year I have managed 3 clean streaks of no PMO, two of 3 weeks and one of 4 weeks. I keep telling myself I can beat this addiction on my own, but the evidence is clear that I can't. When I got to 4 weeks, I used just to get the obsession out of my head. The urge to use porn was so intense I couldn't think of anything else. Afterwards I felt so depressed and demoralised.
I feel I need an accountability partner on this forum because I think that is a major thing which is lacking from my recovery. So, if there is anybody here who is struggling and thinks having a partner would also help them, message me.
The idea is we could message each other and provide moral support if either one of us is struggling.
I used yesterday, so I doubt I will be much help to somebody who has a pretty long clean streak