scottb2525
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My name is Scott and I am a fifty nine year old porn addict. I have been addicted to pornography since I was probably fourteen years old. Porn was always my escape, also marijuana, and alcohol. I have been free of all drugs and alcohol for over twenty one years. I am currently over twelve days with no pmo.
My porn use started with magazines around the house, my dad always had dirty magazines, not just playboy, but all the other brands, penthouse, hustler, high society, club, and lots more, and always new ones every month. I started fapping two or three times a day, I fantasized about being the girl, and performing those sex acts as a female. I also fantasized about cross-dressing and being a slut, a lesbian, and a bunch of other perverted things. I never knew I was becoming addicted to this filthy disgusting stuff. It really destroyed my whole life. I have only had one serious relationship in the last forty years. Porn has made me a loner afraid of interacting with members of the opposite sex, shy, withdrawn, and a bunch of other things, porn is a horrible master. I never knew that porn was my problem until about twenty years ago. But now with the high speed internet, it is always available. I am going to write about my progression later, for now I am just introducing myself, I am reading every book I can on the subject, believe me it is NEVER TOO LATE TO QUIT.
My porn use started with magazines around the house, my dad always had dirty magazines, not just playboy, but all the other brands, penthouse, hustler, high society, club, and lots more, and always new ones every month. I started fapping two or three times a day, I fantasized about being the girl, and performing those sex acts as a female. I also fantasized about cross-dressing and being a slut, a lesbian, and a bunch of other perverted things. I never knew I was becoming addicted to this filthy disgusting stuff. It really destroyed my whole life. I have only had one serious relationship in the last forty years. Porn has made me a loner afraid of interacting with members of the opposite sex, shy, withdrawn, and a bunch of other things, porn is a horrible master. I never knew that porn was my problem until about twenty years ago. But now with the high speed internet, it is always available. I am going to write about my progression later, for now I am just introducing myself, I am reading every book I can on the subject, believe me it is NEVER TOO LATE TO QUIT.