alexandru_ta
New Member
Hello everyone!
First of all I think I need to introduce myself. I am a 18-year-old boy and I am a virgin. Also, I find myself a bisexual (even though I have never had sex, I find myself attracted emotionally and sexually to women and only sexually with men).
My problem started because of a penis size related issue. I asked on a couple Penis Enlargement forums about my issue. Long story short, my penis size varries a lot and I started seeking methods for making my penis bigger. BUT it's not that simple. Listen:
1. When I was 14 years old, my penis size was almost 16 cm long / 6.3 inches long.
2. Since I was 15 years old, my penis size IS 14.5 CM LONG / 5.7 inches long.
3. Last year tho, I was really really excited and I felt my penis harder than usual. It almost hurt. I took it off my pants and it seemed bigger than usual too, so I measured it. IT WAS ALMOST 17 CM LONG / 6.7 inches long.
The thing is I measured my penis the same way each time, so it can't be that the reason for the size variation. So I got to the conclusion that I have ED. I don't feel my dick hard. It just stands straight, but I don't feel it hard. Also, I always took photos of my hard dick (I am kinda pervy), so I checked the photos from when the dick was 16 cm / 6.3'' and the photos from the present. There can be easily observed a difference in size and hardness, especially at the glans. When it was 16 cm / 6.3'', the glans was big and... well, you can say that it looks like it is close to explode because of the blood filling it, that thick it was. Now, on the other hand, the glans is not that big and I don't feel that pressure of the blood filling it.
I asked about my problems on pegym.com (as I said, I searched a lot for penis enlargement methods). Those guys told me that I have ED because I watch too much porn and I jerk off a lot and I got myself used to cum when my dick is not fully hard (for 6-7 years, I jerked off everyday watching porn. Now I jerk off once at every 2-3 days). I tried to stop jerking off, but I had nocturnal pollution (I think that's the term for cumming during sleep), so I started jerking off again, once at every 2-3 days.
Why am I still a virgin? I had some opportunities to have sex with slutty girls. They proposed (I am really friendly and sociable, and I am not ugly either), but I declined. Why did I decline? Because I was afraid they will laugh at my small dick (yeah, guys, I know 14.5 cm (5.7 inches) is average, but for me is small, ok?) and that they will tell the others I have a small one.
Why don't I have a girlfriend and don't try finding a nice girl to have sex with? Because I don't really feel the need to have sex with a real person. I think I got used to my loving hand. (hey, at least I'm faithfull
) ) Also, one other problem is that I don't feel sexually attracted to any real person (not girls, not guys). It really bothers me... I feel sexually attracted to every porn actor / actress, even with some old hairy sluts. THAT BOTHERS ME EVEN MORE.
So... that would be my story. Why do I think I need your help? Because I know for sure that my dick should be bigger than it is, that my dick should be harder than it is, AND I WANT IT TO BE THAT WAY. Because I want to be able to feel attracted to real persons and stare at their boobs, butts or bulges. Because I want to get hard when I stare at those. Because I want to get spontaneous erections. Because I don't want porn to be the only reason I get erections (if you can call them that way, because my dick is not fully hard).
Now, the story is not as tragic as it seems. I get morning wood (for a long time I didn't, but since I jerk off less I do), but that morning wood is not really powerful, I mean it's like the erections I get when watching porn. My penis just gets bigger and stands straight, but I don't feel that blood pressure. I don't feel it HARD. I don't know how to explain, I really hope you'll understand what I wanna say.
I need advice. I need some friends to talk to about this (especially if they are close to my age). I need to have a dick as strong as it should be.
Can you help me, guys?
First of all I think I need to introduce myself. I am a 18-year-old boy and I am a virgin. Also, I find myself a bisexual (even though I have never had sex, I find myself attracted emotionally and sexually to women and only sexually with men).
My problem started because of a penis size related issue. I asked on a couple Penis Enlargement forums about my issue. Long story short, my penis size varries a lot and I started seeking methods for making my penis bigger. BUT it's not that simple. Listen:
1. When I was 14 years old, my penis size was almost 16 cm long / 6.3 inches long.
2. Since I was 15 years old, my penis size IS 14.5 CM LONG / 5.7 inches long.
3. Last year tho, I was really really excited and I felt my penis harder than usual. It almost hurt. I took it off my pants and it seemed bigger than usual too, so I measured it. IT WAS ALMOST 17 CM LONG / 6.7 inches long.
The thing is I measured my penis the same way each time, so it can't be that the reason for the size variation. So I got to the conclusion that I have ED. I don't feel my dick hard. It just stands straight, but I don't feel it hard. Also, I always took photos of my hard dick (I am kinda pervy), so I checked the photos from when the dick was 16 cm / 6.3'' and the photos from the present. There can be easily observed a difference in size and hardness, especially at the glans. When it was 16 cm / 6.3'', the glans was big and... well, you can say that it looks like it is close to explode because of the blood filling it, that thick it was. Now, on the other hand, the glans is not that big and I don't feel that pressure of the blood filling it.
I asked about my problems on pegym.com (as I said, I searched a lot for penis enlargement methods). Those guys told me that I have ED because I watch too much porn and I jerk off a lot and I got myself used to cum when my dick is not fully hard (for 6-7 years, I jerked off everyday watching porn. Now I jerk off once at every 2-3 days). I tried to stop jerking off, but I had nocturnal pollution (I think that's the term for cumming during sleep), so I started jerking off again, once at every 2-3 days.
Why am I still a virgin? I had some opportunities to have sex with slutty girls. They proposed (I am really friendly and sociable, and I am not ugly either), but I declined. Why did I decline? Because I was afraid they will laugh at my small dick (yeah, guys, I know 14.5 cm (5.7 inches) is average, but for me is small, ok?) and that they will tell the others I have a small one.
Why don't I have a girlfriend and don't try finding a nice girl to have sex with? Because I don't really feel the need to have sex with a real person. I think I got used to my loving hand. (hey, at least I'm faithfull
) ) Also, one other problem is that I don't feel sexually attracted to any real person (not girls, not guys). It really bothers me... I feel sexually attracted to every porn actor / actress, even with some old hairy sluts. THAT BOTHERS ME EVEN MORE. So... that would be my story. Why do I think I need your help? Because I know for sure that my dick should be bigger than it is, that my dick should be harder than it is, AND I WANT IT TO BE THAT WAY. Because I want to be able to feel attracted to real persons and stare at their boobs, butts or bulges. Because I want to get hard when I stare at those. Because I want to get spontaneous erections. Because I don't want porn to be the only reason I get erections (if you can call them that way, because my dick is not fully hard).
Now, the story is not as tragic as it seems. I get morning wood (for a long time I didn't, but since I jerk off less I do), but that morning wood is not really powerful, I mean it's like the erections I get when watching porn. My penis just gets bigger and stands straight, but I don't feel that blood pressure. I don't feel it HARD. I don't know how to explain, I really hope you'll understand what I wanna say.
I need advice. I need some friends to talk to about this (especially if they are close to my age). I need to have a dick as strong as it should be.
Can you help me, guys?
