Mantis Tobagon
New Member
Hello everyone,
I'm John and I've been looking at or watching porn since I was 6. It has ruled my life since I can remember. I have quit for short periods of time in the past and things did get better and I enjoyed that time, but then I would relapse. I've been married now for 14 years and porn has ruined my sex life. PMO has cause many soft nights with my wife and I would lie about what was wrong. I'm currently 90 days of no pmo and NoFap. It is taking longer than she would like. The intimacy is amazing when I work but it doesn't happen that often and I'm desperate to fix it and after all this time of my shenanigans with this evil addiction she has had enough. I desire my wife all the time and it is incredibly frustrating that in the middle of foreplay I'm limp as can be when I'm ready to go. I'm very happy to be free of Porn and just want to fix myself now and my marriage. I'm happy I understand now what porn is and how damaging it is to men and women of society. I'm just currently reading success stories and can't wait to post mine.
I'm John and I've been looking at or watching porn since I was 6. It has ruled my life since I can remember. I have quit for short periods of time in the past and things did get better and I enjoyed that time, but then I would relapse. I've been married now for 14 years and porn has ruined my sex life. PMO has cause many soft nights with my wife and I would lie about what was wrong. I'm currently 90 days of no pmo and NoFap. It is taking longer than she would like. The intimacy is amazing when I work but it doesn't happen that often and I'm desperate to fix it and after all this time of my shenanigans with this evil addiction she has had enough. I desire my wife all the time and it is incredibly frustrating that in the middle of foreplay I'm limp as can be when I'm ready to go. I'm very happy to be free of Porn and just want to fix myself now and my marriage. I'm happy I understand now what porn is and how damaging it is to men and women of society. I'm just currently reading success stories and can't wait to post mine.