Am Done.

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TheRealProof

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I just cant take this anymore. Porn has completely destroyed my life. I have been pmoing to hardcore stuff For 6 years now. The results are nothing short of mindscrewing. Erectile dysfunction, constant paranoia attacks, alcohol and drugs, depression, broken relationships, varsity droupout.. name it and i have it.
This time round my name WILL BE ON THE SUCCESS FORUM.
this journal will contain 100 posts over a span of 100 days.

DAY 1:
this is my first day Pornfree. my mind is unclear, am a bit suicidal and i feel like crap. But i know it will pass
 
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Numez

Guest
panic attacks? panic attacks are second only to cravings (because cravings lead to relapse and more panic attacks).

good luck
 
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TheRealProof

Member
I never knew that about panic attacks Nikola. Just thought i was freaking out man.
abetterfuture thank you for your encouragement
 
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TheRealProof

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DAY 2

This is my 2nd day since i relapse. I havent drank any alcohol, smoked weed or tobacco ever since . Am not going to do it for this period of time until i fully heal.
Feeling quite not myself plus i think i have a cold.

its day 2 of 100. Am proud
 
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identti

Member
TheRealProof said:
DAY 3

Cant believe a few days ago iwas brooding over a relapse. Well i still feel like shit but am glad i came this far.
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Great work. Celebrate every day! It's not easy but we're in this together.
 
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TheRealProof

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DAY 4

its day 4. Woke up early morning and did a few pushups so am kinda feeling unstoppable.
Nearly had a wet dream last night but i stopped myself from cumming IN THE FUCKING DREAM. AMAZING!
 
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Numez

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TheRealProof said:
DAY 4

its day 4. Woke up early morning and did a few pushups so am kinda feeling unstoppable.
Nearly had a wet dream last night but i stopped myself from cumming IN THE FUCKING DREAM. AMAZING!
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great. dont worry about dreams though, even if you relapse in them.
 
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TheRealProof

Member
Nikola wet dreams make me hrny AF. and i always wake up feeling exhausted. If i can go without having them then i sure will be glad
 
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TheRealProof

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DAY 5

2 more days to a full week.
Yesterday was the most stressful days ive ever had. Stupid customers.
my day off today. Feels amazing
 
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Numez

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TheRealProof said:
Nikola wet dreams make me hrny AF. and i always wake up feeling exhausted. If i can go without having them then i sure will be glad
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wet dreams or sex dreams?
 
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TheRealProof

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Nikola  am not sure i can tell the difference. Though i can categorize it as a sex dream since i never reached the wet part. I dont know. But it was one dream i wud love to forget FOREVER .
 
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Numez

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TheRealProof said:
Nikola  am not sure i can tell the difference. Though i can categorize it as a sex dream since i never reached the wet part. I dont know. But it was one dream i wud love to forget FOREVER .
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sex dream is a sexual dream without Oing or with Oing but only in dream. wet dream is a sexual dream but with Oing in dream and in real life. when you wake up you realize that you actually Oed and its usually a big load, sheets needs changing type of O.
 
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TheRealProof

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DAY 6

5.30 AM. Cant sleep past even if its my off day. Problem is, i used to wake up and fap till 7am then sleep the whole day coz of exhaustion and feelings of utter depression.
So i woke up and my hand automatically went to my phone. Luckily my brain caught up fast and now instead of browsing fucked up shit, am here posting.
Feels nice.
Godspeed y'all.
 
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Andy9120

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Keep up the good work buddy! I am sure that the day will start to mount up quickly.  Lets all stay strong and motivate eachother
 
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