New Here! This is my experience....

Alec89

New Member
I started masterbation at a young age, which is fine. Maybe about 14. I'm 28 now. I was a sex fiend through high school, all the way up until about 24. During that time I was also watching porn. A lot of porn. My erections started getting worse and I couldn't hardly perform for my partners. It got to the point that I didn't want anything real anymore. I just stuck to porn instead. Now it's too the point that porn isn't satisfying enough. I was looking everywhere about ED causes and such. I even have Cialis and Viagra. It works sometimes but most of the time I really have to work at it to get off and find the perfect porn to get off. I hope I am doing the right thing by joining this site and wish everyone good luck. I want a REAL partner again. I'm stopping everything. No masterbation, porn, etc.....
 

Redfire03

Active Member
I just joined brother. Porn is the devil and destroying us yiung men. Kick that shit out if your life ... post on here daily to keep yourself motivated.1
 

Alec89

New Member
Thanks for the reply. You're absolutely right. Porn is evil, but who would have ever though it could do this? I hope everyone's recovery comes quick.
 

Redfire03

Active Member
I never in my life thought it would do this. I thought it was perefctly natural.  Never would i imagine the brain was so sensitve to such a thing.  Something like this should be covered in sex ed in high schools. I wish i has looked harder 6 years ago and founs out what the problem was. I thought i did physical damage but now i know its all in the head like my wife use to tell me. But i kept denying it.
 

Rand55

New Member
Alec,
I just joined the site too. I had a parallel experience, but later in life.  I always had a very strong sex drive and rarely had a problem performing for a partner, and then I discovered internet porn 5 years ago when I was about to turn 50.  I exercise a lot, am a long distance cyclist, eat really well and I couldn?t figure out why my sex drive and ability to keep it up we?re declining. I?m super fit and healthy. ??? I thought porn would only fuel my sex drive. I was very depressed a few times when I hooked up with someone I found really hot and my mind was totally into it, but I?d feel little in my crotch. I even saw a doctor about it and all they could suggest was viagra.  Anyway, then I recently started reading about PIED.  I was amazed about how my experience was similar to other guys here and how the timeline aligned with my discovery of on line porn sites.
Anyway, I miss the real thing and am just starting this journey.  I know it won?t be easy but just wanted to say you?re not alone, Hang in there.  There?s nothing like being with a real person who you are totally into - good luck on your journey and stay connected here for support!
Rand 55
 
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