Age 30 PMOing since last 12 years

Today on 13th April 2019 i will start my journey to be porn and masturbation free. I have been pmoing since last 12 years. I am not proud of that . What made me start this process? Well i now realize that my erections are not that harder and whenever i glance upon a beautiful chick getting banged by some xyz dude, i ejaculate too quickly. I just want to stop this once and for all. I have been trying to quit for last 3 years but never succeded. Whenever i reached flatline, curiosity start to kick in and i always ended up testing my tool!! Just to make sure it working. But from now onwards till 13th July, i will not make that mistake. This is a resolution i have to make. Now this is do or die for me since i will be getting married next year hopefully :/

Good on you for undertaking this journey. Im in a similar boat and same age. Only im married and have a kid.

Goodluck and stay strong.

Unfortunately i relapsed last night. God !!! This is not so easy as i thought so. I was feeling a little depressed and did the thing

Day 28!!! this is my last chance. I am getting engaged and will be married in a year (if God wills it). So this is a do or die for me. So far its normal but the flatline is terrible. Sometimes i get really depressed because my penis has shrunk to just 1 inch (flaccid). However i do get morning wood almost daily and on day 22 i had a wet dream (bingo). I guess that's a good sign ?? maybe that shows that my tool is still in working condition ?
Now i have said goodbye to PORN forever and ever. That means even if somebody threatens me with life to watch porn then i would rather accept death over it.
I will wait for another 6 months and then visit a urologist to make sure that my T-levels and hormones are perfectly fine. I am 31 and still a virgin .... hoping to loose my virginity from my wife
I will keep everyone posted here.

codename47 said:

Day 28!!! this is my last chance. I am getting engaged and will be married in a year (if God wills it). So this is a do or die for me. So far its normal but the flatline is terrible. Sometimes i get really depressed because my penis has shrunk to just 1 inch (flaccid). However i do get morning wood almost daily and on day 22 i had a wet dream (bingo). I guess that's a good sign ?? maybe that shows that my tool is still in working condition ?
Now i have said goodbye to PORN forever and ever. That means even if somebody threatens me with life to watch porn then i would rather accept death over it.
I will wait for another 6 months and then visit a urologist to make sure that my T-levels and hormones are perfectly fine. I am 31 and still a virgin .... hoping to loose my virginity from my wife
I will keep everyone posted here.

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Good job man! That's an accomplishment to go 28 days. Don't worry, your wang will still work if you don't masturbate. It's not an animal or plant you have to feed - it's attached to your body. If you stop wiggling your little toe, does it stop working? No. Keep up the good work. Congrats on your engagement. Marriage is amazing and keeping your sexuality for your wife is something I envy. Just make sure your wife did the same thing! Hah.

Thanks alot dear... We were so stupid to think that porn was alright!! .... THIS PORN HAD DONE A GREAT DAMAGE TO YOUNG PEOPLE LIKE US!! But its never too late...

SO guys, i have completed 90 days. Woahhh ... time has passed so quickly. I will make this simple and short.

First lets talk about flatline. It was horrible. My penis shrank during those period. I am already an average guy so you can imagine once it shrinks it freaks you out. I haven't seen a significant improvement in size (and i never will because medically its not possible), but there is a life down there. Width has certainly increased. I guess i am in second flatline now but that's ok.

Then comes the urges. TBH i never felt urge to masturbate during times apart from one or two occasions. But yes i did masturbate once without porn because of blue balls. It was so painful that i couldnt take.

Premature ejaculation : Still suffering from it (I realized when i masturbated), however i cant be sure until i get intimate with a real woman. That's my biggest fear. Hope to overcome this problem

Morning Wood : That's the excellent part. I get morning wood 4 to 5 times per week. Sometimes its strong sometimes its average. But yes its there.

Nocturnal Emissions (Wet dreams) : Had total of 6 to 7 during this time. once after every 10 days on average. I stopped having wet dreams after i got into this porn habit.

Summary : Nofap is real. You need to stop masturbation and porn completely. If you suffer from blue balls and you cannot bear the pain i would recommend cold shower or running. PORN is out of the question. It should be completely eliminated from our life. There will be times when you will feel depressed and feel the urge to PMO but then that's the test of time. You have to be strong. I was about to relapse 3 days ago when i had a fight with my fiance. I started watching an erotic video but then all of a sudden i realized "WHAT THE FUCK I AM DOING". THERE IS NO EXCUSE AND THERE SHOULD BE NO EXCUSE TO PMO.

I wish all of you the best of luck .... recovering from PMO is simple .... STOP IT!!!!! No journals no excel spreadsheets will help ... but just the will to succeed will help.

Cheers.

Congrats on the 90 days! Really inspiring stuff. I've recently gotten back into trying to kick this habit, and I'm hoping I can get to where you are one day!

Great going man. you are an inspiration to me. I see that you are masturbating but not giving it up to watching P. Thats great.

I am taking a slightly different approach . I am trying to kick the habit of sexting/porn (that's my addiction sexting for sometime and then porn) and also kicking Masturbation habits but I am probably going to have sex with my partner (real sex) for loosing the urges once a while.