Lemthewiser
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Last night (Day 83) a girl came over. I thought I had reached 90 days, but that was a miscalculation smh. However, I had no problem performing which was amazing. After she wanted to go again, she was pretty aggressive and I was feeling pretty much numb (especially after having my first orgasm in 80 plus days). I don't know how much time went by but it felt like forever. I don't know how rebooting is supposed to impact your refractory period but I feel like this is a sign that I still have a ways to go. I felt some anxiety and then finally (maybe after an hour) I was able to go again and it was great. She was up to go again but I felt like I was tapped out. In the morning I felt slightly back to normal and was able to go again but ended up going soft towards the end.
I feel like this was a great step forward but feeling numb after the first time and her wanting to go again and it taking a while really reminded me of how I was feeling towards the beginning of this whole experience. I hope I have allowed myself enough time to seriously reboot. I hope I don't have much longer to go before I can be in these situations without second guessing how my body may respond.
I feel like this was a great step forward but feeling numb after the first time and her wanting to go again and it taking a while really reminded me of how I was feeling towards the beginning of this whole experience. I hope I have allowed myself enough time to seriously reboot. I hope I don't have much longer to go before I can be in these situations without second guessing how my body may respond.