i would really like a help
I am 35 years old and I masturbated with pornography since I was 10 or 11 years old
I usually masturbated for normal and beautiful women in bikinis or lingerie
sometimes watched krista allen in emanuelle and liked it a lot
I masturbated from the beginning 4 to 6 times a day
after a while there for 14 or 15 years I saw a muscular woman on TV and that moved me
I started looking for photos and videos on the internet and over the years my taste has changed for fitness or muscular women
I had 3 real sex experiences and never came
in fact I had dysfunction both times and one of the women was fitness
I lost a relationship because I would rather masturbate for fitness or muscular women than eating my ex girlfriend
my desire for muscular women has always been something I hid
during the dating in 2016 I consulted a psychologist for OCD issues and talked about my desire to be much bigger for muscular women
98% of the pornography he consumed was aimed at fit or muscular women
he asked me if i was gay
I never had gay experiences or curiosity
it was a complicated moment and as I have OCD it started to worry me directly
after that I left psychoanalysis
I could be with some women but I didn't feel a strong erection while I kissed
my trust fell a lotin 2019 i managed to spend 1 month without masturbating in hopes of having sex with a fitness woman i met on tinder
(during the kiss I was not as excited as masturbating for her photos and decided to stop until the moment of sex)
but she broke up with me before I had a chance to have sex with her
I masturbated a lot for her photos after I finished
i met my current girlfriend some time later she is not fitness or muscular but i love her i stopped pornography and masturbation for 3 months
my penis got hard during the kiss a few times but then it went limp again
there were times that when I kissed her, my dick didn't get hard and she realized
we talked and she assumed that because of a medication she saw at my house I was having erection difficulties
I didn't correct it or talked about the problem with the porrnography
but after a while every time I stayed with her and didn't get excited I felt a need to see if it was normal (I looked at photos and videos of fitness women to see if my dick was hard) and I ended up falling addicted after 3 months, no I just managed to look and get excited and ended up masturbating
it started all over again
my dick almost doesn't get any harder
i have morning erections at almost 70 or 80 percent hard
now after 2 months of masturbating twice a week 4 times each I decided to research reboot once and for all
I want to have a sex life with her
I have some doubts
1-will my desire for muscular women decrease with the reboot?
I feel very horny for fitness or muscular women but I love my girlfriend
and she has no intention of being fitness or muscular
I spent several years getting turned on by normal women without muscles
today it seems difficult to excite without female muscles involved
2- after the reboot Will I be able to have lasting erections during the kiss?
my penis even got hard during the beginning of the caresses and embraces with it but soon failed
I just thought of one thing
get hard !!! get hard !!! but he wouldn't come back
there was a time that I managed to keep the erection for more than an hour close to her just kissing
never tried sex for the sake of failing
I actually see her sad during the kiss when she doesn't feel my hard cock
3-during the reboot should I disconnect my social networks like instagram or facebook? I sometimes look at profiles of muscular women and
after a while I get excited after looking a while
4-for spending more than twenty years masturbating 4 times a day can my reboot time be more than a year?
guys please reply I'm very worried and I want to stop PMO and heal myself
I am 35 years old and I masturbated with pornography since I was 10 or 11 years old
I usually masturbated for normal and beautiful women in bikinis or lingerie
sometimes watched krista allen in emanuelle and liked it a lot
I masturbated from the beginning 4 to 6 times a day
after a while there for 14 or 15 years I saw a muscular woman on TV and that moved me
I started looking for photos and videos on the internet and over the years my taste has changed for fitness or muscular women
I had 3 real sex experiences and never came
in fact I had dysfunction both times and one of the women was fitness
I lost a relationship because I would rather masturbate for fitness or muscular women than eating my ex girlfriend
my desire for muscular women has always been something I hid
during the dating in 2016 I consulted a psychologist for OCD issues and talked about my desire to be much bigger for muscular women
98% of the pornography he consumed was aimed at fit or muscular women
he asked me if i was gay
I never had gay experiences or curiosity
it was a complicated moment and as I have OCD it started to worry me directly
after that I left psychoanalysis
I could be with some women but I didn't feel a strong erection while I kissed
my trust fell a lotin 2019 i managed to spend 1 month without masturbating in hopes of having sex with a fitness woman i met on tinder
(during the kiss I was not as excited as masturbating for her photos and decided to stop until the moment of sex)
but she broke up with me before I had a chance to have sex with her
I masturbated a lot for her photos after I finished
i met my current girlfriend some time later she is not fitness or muscular but i love her i stopped pornography and masturbation for 3 months
my penis got hard during the kiss a few times but then it went limp again
there were times that when I kissed her, my dick didn't get hard and she realized
we talked and she assumed that because of a medication she saw at my house I was having erection difficulties
I didn't correct it or talked about the problem with the porrnography
but after a while every time I stayed with her and didn't get excited I felt a need to see if it was normal (I looked at photos and videos of fitness women to see if my dick was hard) and I ended up falling addicted after 3 months, no I just managed to look and get excited and ended up masturbating
it started all over again
my dick almost doesn't get any harder
i have morning erections at almost 70 or 80 percent hard
now after 2 months of masturbating twice a week 4 times each I decided to research reboot once and for all
I want to have a sex life with her
I have some doubts
1-will my desire for muscular women decrease with the reboot?
I feel very horny for fitness or muscular women but I love my girlfriend
and she has no intention of being fitness or muscular
I spent several years getting turned on by normal women without muscles
today it seems difficult to excite without female muscles involved
2- after the reboot Will I be able to have lasting erections during the kiss?
my penis even got hard during the beginning of the caresses and embraces with it but soon failed
I just thought of one thing
get hard !!! get hard !!! but he wouldn't come back
there was a time that I managed to keep the erection for more than an hour close to her just kissing
never tried sex for the sake of failing
I actually see her sad during the kiss when she doesn't feel my hard cock
3-during the reboot should I disconnect my social networks like instagram or facebook? I sometimes look at profiles of muscular women and
after a while I get excited after looking a while
4-for spending more than twenty years masturbating 4 times a day can my reboot time be more than a year?
guys please reply I'm very worried and I want to stop PMO and heal myself