camus
Active Member
I'm not new here, but this is a new thread to signify a new attempt to recover. I last posted on this forum a few months back. I have used now and then since, and I thought I had it under control. But after a binge a few days back, I've come to realise that whether it takes a few weeks or a few months, eventually I go back to having an all out binge. I can always invent an excuse to warrant a binge.
Without a doubt, porn has infected my brain. My years of use has warped me. It has stolen a good twenty years of my life.
But today I am going to take a stand. I won't allow it to rob another second of my life. From today onwards, porn is no longer a problem. I am completely free of porn addiction.
The challenge now is to allow my brain time to heal and catch up with my decision to stop using porn for ever. That is why I've chosen to name this thread 'I am finally free of porn addiction'.
I can't afford to have any doubts about being free of this addiction because doubts sow the seeds of relapse a few weeks down the road.
I need to approach my recovery with total positivity and never look back down that the long dark road I have been on for years.
Without a doubt, porn has infected my brain. My years of use has warped me. It has stolen a good twenty years of my life.
But today I am going to take a stand. I won't allow it to rob another second of my life. From today onwards, porn is no longer a problem. I am completely free of porn addiction.
The challenge now is to allow my brain time to heal and catch up with my decision to stop using porn for ever. That is why I've chosen to name this thread 'I am finally free of porn addiction'.
I can't afford to have any doubts about being free of this addiction because doubts sow the seeds of relapse a few weeks down the road.
I need to approach my recovery with total positivity and never look back down that the long dark road I have been on for years.