? THE KING ? Daily Journal

Welcome to the Kings's Daily Journal.

The reason for me finally creating this is because im usually good at not masturbating for a month or so and then i will relapse.  This has began to make me really pissed because I cannot make a goal and follow through with it.

THE STORY

I began to do this no fap thing when after i was in bed on 3 different occasions with 3 different chicks and couldn't get hard.  Ive seen a doctor and she said she dosen't see anything wrong but i knew that wasn't the case.  It really made me upset and embarrassed that i couldn't get it up with those chicks, and to be honest it made me feel like a pussy.  So i quit masterbation for a month or so then I got a girlfriend and in the first week of dating we were in her room and i just started getting hard with her, so i turned her over and stuck it in.  it felt so good, so good that i couldn't get soft. way better then my hand which i hadn't used in a month or so.  So we lasted around a couple months then broke up.  We had sex around 20 times and i miss that lol.  But after we broke up I went back to no masterbation.  Its been around 2 months since I started this 2nd round of no masturbation or porn, but i masturbated with porn today(april 10th).  So i am making this account and thread to document in detail how it is doing a FULL 90 DAY REBOOT.  And it will be done so keep up with the tread if you like and any help/positive support is encouraged. Thanks.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        -The King


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Here's a picture that all of you who will follow me should put as there background on there computer to focus on completing your goal.

Hey man I'm glad to see you have successfully done NoFap for a month straight. That takes control and you are really adamant about NoFap so that you can improve. I hope for the best and I'm trying to do my own 90-day reboot!

DAY 1

-awesome day, planned to go bowling with a chick (8/10) but later during the night she said that the weather was bad (which it was so i considered canceling to) so we canceled the date , later during the night i got a chick(8.5) i been talking to for a while in my vehicle and we talked then lead to me making out with her and a little fingering  ;D  but still didnt get hard  anyway so now im here typing feeling good and no thoughts of faping lol.... hope you guys are successful in your journey 

Hey man. All the best of luck with your 90 day reboot. I know how great it is, but what are your thoughts on assisted orgasm? I mean it's great that you are getting away from masturabion, but what issues do you have against mastruabtin that don't lie in assisted orgasm or other sexual activity. Before I say anyting else I want to say: I'm really not trying to harp on you and you don't need any issues from on here as its a positive place for healing. But I must warn you to be careful with girls. They are the most wonderful and beautiful, and yet fragile things in existence. I feel out of place and that I'm telling you off, this is not what I mean to do. It's just this attitude could result in hitting you in the face and causing crap loads of problems for you, making it just another hard thing to deal with as well as your reboot. I hope you don't feel threatened by me and I'm not trying to harp, just please be careful.

I wish you all the best with your reboot and for you and us all to be victorious

Stay strong brother,
-Sam

DAY 2

- another pretty good day, i took the same chick out for another date and she is hard in feelings for me, all she  does is throw herself on to me and wants to make out and when we do she starts breathing all hard and shit  but i dont want to fuck atm :-\, she is just kinda turning me off because she is so damn attracted to me, i mean she's hot as hell and when i first saw her i was like i wish i could get a girl like that, i know my game is strong now but now that i got her ready to fuck at the snap of my fingers it is just turning me off.  but one good thing happend while we were sitting and making out i kinda got hard like 70% so im pretty sure if she would have gave me head i would have got 100% but i just didn't want that tonight.  so my feelings are wierd because im just worndering how am unattracted to this highly attractive girl.  ???

day 3

fucking awesome day the girl i was with yesterday broke up with her bf lol and keeps blowing me up, and i chilled with my other girl this afternoon we fucked around played xbox and shot guns it was pretty chill, and i kinda have more feelings towards her then the other chick lol wish all of you guys luck on your journey.  and remeber real girls are always better than porn or whatever the feeling you get is fucking soo goood.

Sampson Munk said:

Hey man. All the best of luck with your 90 day reboot. I know how great it is, but what are your thoughts on assisted orgasm? I mean it's great that you are getting away from masturabion, but what issues do you have against mastruabtin that don't lie in assisted orgasm or other sexual activity. Before I say anyting else I want to say: I'm really not trying to harp on you and you don't need any issues from on here as its a positive place for healing. But I must warn you to be careful with girls. They are the most wonderful and beautiful, and yet fragile things in existence. I feel out of place and that I'm telling you off, this is not what I mean to do. It's just this attitude could result in hitting you in the face and causing crap loads of problems for you, making it just another hard thing to deal with as well as your reboot. I hope you don't feel threatened by me and I'm not trying to harp, just please be careful.

I wish you all the best with your reboot and for you and us all to be victorious

Stay strong brother,
-Sam

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to be honest dude i feel like if you just stay away from porn an masterbation. you can fuck as much chicks as you like and that would just benifit your reboot time but everybody works different, thats just what works for me....but don't think that just because you stop masterbating that your gonna pull mad chicks...it dosen't work that way you will just set your set up for failure because u will use the excuse that "oh i stoppend watching porn and masterbating and i still dont get any chicks fuck man this no fap shit dosent work" and you will end up failing on your reboot by MB.  you have to have the game on lock to bro, i used to not pull chicks like i do now. The reason being is that i used to just look at them for sex, you cant fucking do that lol u won't get shit.  you have to know how to read them and get into their minds, you have to see them for their beauty not just to fuck ..learn the secrets then you just get em i cant explain how easy it is once you know the game.  good luck to you bro.

days 4-5

Ended up hurting the fuck out of the girl that broke up with her bf for me, i just didnt want to date .  anyway started talking to another chick thats fucking hot as hell and is killing the other girl in looks, but we didnt get to talk much tonight because she had school in the morning.  Had some little urges a hour ago to MB but i was able to get out of it...ever since i started this 5 days ago my lifes been changing with girls etc. i never know whats comming next. .....god speed on your journey my friends.

days 5-13

Been good days, doing good in school. finding people want to talk to me and notice me more.  The girls chilled out. urges came About 10 min ago... i was just thinking about one of my ex's that i used to fuck and it just made me want to mb.  but im fighting em right now i wont give in.  prob about to fall a sleep tho.  cant stop thinking about how i used to fuck this ex aahhhhhh!

hahaha I'm sitting here laughing my ass off read about you getting with all these different chicks everyday it seems lol, keep up the work man

DAYS 13-16

not really much urges, lately ive been getting random hard ons. They be suprizing me because my dick be getting big as fuck lol and it never used to do that.  Lately ive been really motivated to just get shit done.  And as for girls me and the first chick started talking again and im most likely gonna be friends with benefits with her because i just dont want to be held down in a relatioship with any girl right now...like honestly not trying to sound like arrogant or anything but i feel like a fucking tiger like i just want to fuck every chick...when i look at a chick i just like know that im giving them somthing because i can tell buy the look in there eyes.  but yea so that chick is thiking of breaking up with her bf agin but she knows how my feelings are because i told her that they change quick and i dont want to be in a relationship so i think FWB would be a good idea... but yea so thats how that went so ill keep you guys updated on this reboot life....hopefully i fuck soon cuz i wanna see if my dick is working lol ;D

DAY 17

OMG i litterally just came from being with that chick again...we couldve fucked but she just got on a birth contol shot so i have to wait a week 
but dudes i was soo close when we started ugging and kissing i got pretty erect..i did have alot of stress from school on my mind tho...but any way  we made plans to fuck after the week so hopefully my ed is gone by that time.... 8)

Well, here?s a little honesty from me, consider it my contribution to your reboot.
Don?t get me wrong, I?m not trying to hate, I sincerely mean to help.

So far, I see no positive development here.
All you are trying to do is relocating your addiction from behind the screen onto real life. You clearly still seem to need the regular dopamine rushes. You are always looking for a new intercourse partner and it seems like you quickly lose interest in someone after having intercourse with that person.
Whilst you might be able to get rid of PMO'ing, you are right now on a perfect way to become a sex addict.
You clearly heavily objectify women, I mean posting about them as numbers? You serious?
You even said that you hurt this girl you slept with, but you don?t seem to care.
You found someone "better looking" anway, eh?

Dude, there is nothing constructive to your reboot in hurting people and solely using their bodies to calm your urges.
I mean it is nice that you managed to stay away from porn for quite a while now. But it sounds to me like you are trying to turn your life into porn itself, which of course means objectifying women and hurting them. Only now not virtually, but in real life. Improved situation? I think not!

You should always respect the person you sleep with.
Please, just think about this a little bit.

fightforlife said:

Well, here?s a little honesty from me, consider it my contribution to your reboot.
Don?t get me wrong, I?m not trying to hate, I sincerely mean to help.

So far, I see no positive development here.
All you are trying to do is relocating your addiction from behind the screen onto real life. You clearly still seem to need the regular dopamine rushes. You are always looking for a new intercourse partner and it seems like you quickly lose interest in someone after having intercourse with that person.
Whilst you might be able to get rid of PMO'ing, you are right now on a perfect way to become a sex addict.
You clearly heavily objectify women, I mean posting about them as numbers? You serious?
You even said that you hurt this girl you slept with, but you don?t seem to care.
You found someone "better looking" anway, eh?

Dude, there is nothing constructive to your reboot in hurting people and solely using their bodies to calm your urges.
I mean it is nice that you managed to stay away from porn for quite a while now. But it sounds to me like you are trying to turn your life into porn itself, which of course means objectifying women and hurting them. Only now not virtually, but in real life. Improved situation? I think not!

You should always respect the person you sleep with.
Please, just think about this a little bit.

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Damn bro thats some crazy shit when i read it like that lol....but unfortunately i dont see it the way you put it....i view each day like a movie, i never know whats going to happen. if a female hits me up then hey it is what it is...everyday i dont see porn or Mb is a good day...for me its positive reinforcement, ive came from watching porn everyday,mb at least 5-8 times a day ,playing xbox with no chicks and failing grades.....to getting good grades, quit gaming, non masturbation, confident chick pulling dude......as you put it ive turned my life into porn IMO Id rather be living life that looks like porn than watching it behind a computer screen with no life.  Thanks for making me see it like that tho 

DAY 18

Today was a good day. got a text from the chick i hung out with last night.  she wanted to chill todat but i was busy with school so i told her i couldnt hang out......found out some crazy shit tho,  a couple of days ago i cut off  the (9/10) rich chick started talking to because she started texting dry i felt a little bad that i lost her i wanted to date her soo bad so i can add her to the hottest girls ive dated lol she would be #1, but today i found out from one of my cousins why the she texted me dry......what ended up happining is that i have this friend that is a girl that i chilled with. we usually lay together and play her xbox/go bowling and all that on days im bored or have stuff on my mind.. so that rich chick is her cousin...so she basically told her that i was a player and all kind of bs so she couldnt have me...this pisses me off becasue this is the 2nd time that this chick has fucked me and a girl up..the first time was when i started talking to her friend... so my cousin also told me that this friend of mine that just said all that bs about me, said she'd fuck me...she has a boyfriend tho ??? WTF...i fell like im just getting all the chicks with boyfriends lol.......anyway i know she has a crush on me. but fucking me up with those other chicks like wtf! ....by her doing that psyco shit it turns me off.

[size=10pt]day 19

Good day.. i got a lot of school work done and after me and that girl went just chill for the day and it was awesome we vibed pretty good...but now my feelings are starting to go away as usual

THE KING said:

DAY 19

Today was a good day. got a text from the chick i hung out with last night.  she wanted to chill todat but i was busy with school so i told her i couldnt hang out......found out some crazy shit tho,  a couple of days ago i cut off  the (9/10) rich chick started talking to because she started texting dry i felt a little bad that i lost her i wanted to date her soo bad so i can add her to the hottest girls ive dated lol she would be #1, but today i found out from one of my cousins why the she texted me dry......what ended up happining is that i have this friend that is a girl that i chilled with. we usually lay together and play her xbox/go bowling and all that on days im bored or have stuff on my mind.. so that rich chick is her cousin...so she basically told her that i was a player and all kind of bs so she couldnt have me...this pisses me off becasue this is the 2nd time that this chick has fucked me and a girl up..the first time was when i started talking to her friend... so my cousin also told me that this friend of mine that just said all that bs about me, said she'd fuck me...she has a boyfriend tho ??? WTF...i fell like im just getting all the chicks with boyfriends lol.......anyway i know she has a crush on me. but fucking me up with those other chicks like wtf! ....by her doing that psyco shit it turns me off.

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Hey man. That girl that's putting every other girl off you by saying your a player is doing it for a reason. She may seem to like you because you are probably attractive, and she would be open and would check you out.

But if she's spreading word about you like that then I can garruntee she has no intentions to do anything with you.

Don't get me wrong, some girls love wild rides and one night stands, and some like being freinds with benifits. But, that being said, it is very risky and feelings should not be involved. If you were having one night stands all the time (although I would think little of you) that's honestly better.

Girls who date you and show interest in you when they flirt are chasing that amazing and hot guy that you are acting as when you draw them in. 'Playing the game' as you called it. I don't believe in telling you off for treating women like objects, because you won't understand. But these girls want to be with you. Yes they will have sexual attraction to you but most girls will want a relationship, and are only chasing that sweet guy that you put on for them when you meet them.

Simply flirting with several different girls makes them go apeshit jealous and call you names.

You are SLEEPING with several different girls whilst trying to convince them you are in it for their hearts.

If you want to act like this, that is fine, but many people (especially all nice girls) will think badly and spread bad word off you for the protection of their friends. I certainly wouldn't let one of my guy friends sleep with a slut who 'loves them'.


So you can keep banging different girls every weekend, whatever you want to do. BUT I can garuntee you will not meet a nice girl who wants the real you, and you will become known as the player who fucks every girl he can. People will turn against you and it will hit you in the face.

I'm not trying to harp I just hope you can understand why the psycho girls are acting the way they are, and what name you will give yourself. I don't want you to get hurt so I'm just trying to warn you.

Best of luck with your progress and future,
Sam

DAY 20

feeling very motivated, had alot of work and shit to do and i got it all done...i ended up getting a text from the chick that broke up with her boyfriend after school as usual...i didnt reply tho because i was busy and didnt feel an attraction rate.  anyway a couple of hours later she called me and we made plans to go do somthing....so on my way she told me that the place was closed so we just went ride around.....later during the night while we were chilling on my vehicle shit got heated.. making out..fingering.. all that shit and my PE seemed gone..i mean i took a while to get up at moments but it got up....i actually felt turned on by her body and realised how beautiful she is...i noticed shit like her eyes......when back when i used to mb all the time i would have never noticed that....anyway soo we made plans to fuck in a couple of days...so hopefully shit works when i need it to........my friend gave me some cialis mixed with viagra pills so i may take one b4 just to help a little  ;D

DAY 21!!!
I JUST HAD SEX  lol it was awesome my dick took a little while to get up but when it did i noticed it didnt go down as fast as it used to.....the sex felt good but now im in a hella chill mood...i feel good that i now can have sex with women and not worry about getting hard because of porn.....thank god for people finding out about rebooting.

[size=8pt]DAYS 22-24[/size]

i think i have cured my ed.... im still porn free....me and this chick fucked 3 times within those days...never had a problem going soft once..my dick was just huge from all the blood flow to it....i had to stop fucking her today tho... i just didnt have the same feelings she had.....i hate how girls always catch feelings when i fuck them...i just want to be free i cant stand all that lovey dubby shit... but yea so i figured it was in the best intrest to call it off....i fucked the shit out of her tho we did so many positions today lol i guess it just comes from staying away from porn....but anyway now thats done i cant wait till the next chick i fuck!! ill try to keep you guys posted but ive just been pretty busy with school...but now since my dick works ive noticed how porn was affecting me.....it was making me think too much when i used to try to fuck those chicks...and by using your hand it makes you uncomfortable with a real womans body....like dude me and the chick would talk on the phone and i would be rock hard.....just one tip for you ppl starting out on this....QUIT PORN FOR LIFE.....like dude the shit litterly fucks you up.....not to sound like a dick or anything but if you stay watchin porn dudes like me are just going to take your girls....just because were in our masculine and feel confident and the chicks sense that....porn will fuck up all of your motivation in life real fucking quick......and you will have this fake perseption of women and sex.....which will eventually fuck you up when it comes down to the real thing.....so with that being said i hope it motivates yall to try a reboot!!