This is so strange when you are NoFapper

Here I am 5 weeks of no porn and jerking. My penis and phsycial shape started improving quite well. On the other side,it seems mentally I havent done any noteworthy progress. I still get almost non existent excitement from real life women and interactions with them. Guess dopamine rebalancing is the toughest in this whole story after all.

The thing that really feels strange is how when you hang around guys you keep seeing them getting very aroused looking at girls,talking about all sorts of sexual activity. Everybody around me has quite sexual life. When you NoFap,you realize how faaaar you went out of this whole interaction. You realize while guys talk like their own sex experiences and enjoying women and interacting with them and having sex with them and fantasizing about them. Meanwhile youd think only about your porn scenes and women in porn.

As time goes by,Im really beginning to realize how deep I went into porn world that I completely lost track of any real life sex interactions. Realizing how I dont get a stiffy or an ounce of excitement rush when I see smoking hot latina woman in topless walking around beach right in front of me really shows what porn can do to you as male....

I hear ya! It's been a pretty crazy journey for me. Never really knew the full power of attraction until shortly after I began my reboot. It's pretty intense and awesome. Great job so far!

And one of most essential things. I realized that all that time I trully was only a voyeur in all those scenes,looking through cameraman lens. I realized I never imagined myself in point of the view of guy fucking the girl.

In every fantasy before starting reboots Id just imagine myself like guy just watching people having sex. It would be like guy on video telling me"you are pathetic,but I will allow you to watch me doing her,while you really get nothing from it".