Hi all,
Here I am again, one year after my first post on this forum. This has been a remarkable year. I have changed a lot and I feel there is still more room for further improvement. What I have accomplished:
36 years old - 20 years of PMO.
I have read and got informed about this addiction, I accepted I had a huge problem, I stopped smoking weed a year ago (short before the beginning of nofap), I also consume less amounts of other drugs. I quit cigarettes six months ago, I am learning to play the guitar, I exercise more, I am in better shape, I became much more social, I saw a change from a negative to a positive mindset, I take more care of myself and my outlook, I am actively looking for my dream job, I visited prostitutes to test my ED and my improvements, after several attempts I managed to have sex again (it had been years!). Two weeks ago I met a woman on Tinder. We have dated four times. She has masturbated me but we have not have sex yet because she wants me to pass a STD test first (I have told her everything and she has been very supportive).
I have not masturbated in the last couple of months and I don't want to masturbate alone never again. I don't want to watch porn never again. Yet, I know I will always need to be cautious. I cannot change the past, but I can decide about the future.
Here is the message I posted a year ago:
http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=15455.0
Thanks to this community and good luck to everyone.
Here I am again, one year after my first post on this forum. This has been a remarkable year. I have changed a lot and I feel there is still more room for further improvement. What I have accomplished:
36 years old - 20 years of PMO.
I have read and got informed about this addiction, I accepted I had a huge problem, I stopped smoking weed a year ago (short before the beginning of nofap), I also consume less amounts of other drugs. I quit cigarettes six months ago, I am learning to play the guitar, I exercise more, I am in better shape, I became much more social, I saw a change from a negative to a positive mindset, I take more care of myself and my outlook, I am actively looking for my dream job, I visited prostitutes to test my ED and my improvements, after several attempts I managed to have sex again (it had been years!). Two weeks ago I met a woman on Tinder. We have dated four times. She has masturbated me but we have not have sex yet because she wants me to pass a STD test first (I have told her everything and she has been very supportive).
I have not masturbated in the last couple of months and I don't want to masturbate alone never again. I don't want to watch porn never again. Yet, I know I will always need to be cautious. I cannot change the past, but I can decide about the future.
Here is the message I posted a year ago:
http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=15455.0
Thanks to this community and good luck to everyone.