Do or die
Respected Member
Hello i am 21 years old.
I started watching porn when i am 15. I am not able to focus on my study after one year of heavy addiction.
Past three years i am trying to leave it . but today i am relapsed . i am relapsed 103 times in 2019.
Its a hudge number. Doing single mistake 103 times is very bad thing. This shows that i don't want to reboot .
But today i am writing this new journal to play a final reboot. I know that every relapse don't reach you to 0. But its dangerous that to relapsing when you know everything about this shit.
So my friends from 4 pm of 17th august i start my final reboot journal.
Day 0
Just relapsed. Feeling very guilty. Very depressed. I don't want to go out of home.
I started watching porn when i am 15. I am not able to focus on my study after one year of heavy addiction.
Past three years i am trying to leave it . but today i am relapsed . i am relapsed 103 times in 2019.
Its a hudge number. Doing single mistake 103 times is very bad thing. This shows that i don't want to reboot .
But today i am writing this new journal to play a final reboot. I know that every relapse don't reach you to 0. But its dangerous that to relapsing when you know everything about this shit.
So my friends from 4 pm of 17th august i start my final reboot journal.
Day 0
Just relapsed. Feeling very guilty. Very depressed. I don't want to go out of home.