bossman1224
New Member
I too experience HOCD it started with straight porn at 10 then i started watching gay porn and now thats the only thing that I watch well used to watch. I find women beautiful and always wanted to have relationships but i have always watched gay porn like it was my little dirty secrets except gay porn has made me question for years my sexuality i would fantisize about gay sex I would constantly think am I gay except wen I would kiss or be closed to a girl i liked I would a little sensation down there but not alot so it gave me some hope that I was not gay. just a few a months ago I found yourbrainonporn.com and realized i had HOCD i joined this blog for encouragement but rebooting is hard as fuck lol but im determined to leave this porn addiction but i need help from this forum brothers peace and blessings to u all